The one thing i had to get used to as a prostetute was not gudging people''i had to learn how not to gudge the man by his looks ad even though i might have never even looked at a guy because of the way he looked he was still a paying customer there where all kindes of men tall ones short ones ''fat and skinny ones some of them had to hold there fat guts up for me so i could suck there cocks it wasent always pleasent ''there where times i wanted to run out of a hotel room after seeing some over weight guy take off his  clothes it was very hard at times getting on my knees and placing some guys cock  that weigh over 400 pounds  into my mouth .

There where men in there 40s 50s 60s and up to 80 years old sometimes i had to spend 30 minutes just getting some 80 year old man hard enough so i could suck his cock and get him off ''it wasent easy talking dirty to a man in his 80s telling him his cock was big and i needed to suck it trying to get him hard .other older men took viagara before comming out to see me and where ready to go as soon as they picked me up .some men liked having a quicky and just needed to feel a girls lips around there cocks before going home to there wives ''it was easy money ''they would pick me up and drive around the block a few times as i sucked there cocks then when they blew there loads they droped me back off where they picked me up ''i called it a drive by blow job ''other times they walked up to me and we would go into a allyway or theres this building stairway that i used alot it was quiet and no one used it .

It wasent allways for money there was this guy that owned a little resurant his name is fred and he would feed me whatever i wanted for a blow job it was great i would go there late at night after he had just closed and as he cooked me a burger and fries i would get on my knees and suck his cock sometimes he would take 50 bucks out of the till and give it to me with my dinner and after i ate he would have a little more than a blow job ''I thought it was so nasty because he would fuck me on the same tabel he used to put food onto and prepare the food as well ..

I never told or let on that i was high on drugs it took away from the mans fantacy that a young girl would actualy like being with them but i tell you being on meth or ecstacy made it better in so many ways i was abel to see past there looks and just do the job at hand make my money and move on to the next guy .there where some guys that had some drugs and liked the fact i was high they liked the idea of getting a young girl high and taking advantage of her it made them feel superior .There where times i spent the night with some guy in a hotel getting high on meth and coke and woke up the next morning and had to idea or memory of what happend i just woke up naked sometimes on the bed and other times on the floor once in the bathtub that was one morning i felt bad .

It was scary because i had no idea what they did to me it was like being awake but having no idea what happend and no matter how hard i tried to remember i just couldent ''I like to think when that happens maybe its better that i dont remember ''