I have now been living with my boyfriend (the old black man) for a little more than a week.It feels so good every time he holds me in his arms, and when we kiss and he tells me how much he loves me.

Last weekend we moved most of my things to his place. Not everything, I still have some clothes and stuff left in my apartment. I will not leave it yet. We first have to live together to make sure everything will work out. I don't doubt it but we don't have to rush things.

He was helping me packing and he went to my wardrobe. I quickly told him to pack other things because if I didn't, he would have found my big black dildos. I have no idea how he would have reacted if he found then. I don't know what to do with them. I don't want to throw them away. But also I don't need them anymore. So for now I keep them in my apartment.

I've told my parents I've a boyfriend and I will not go to Sweden this summer. It wasn't a disaster but obviously they weren't happy. I told them he's black, where we met and that we've been dating for several months. That was not a problem. But when I told them he's much older than me, in their age, then they started to question it. It's not like I don't understand them. I would do the same if my son or daughter told me one day they're dating someone my age when I'm old. I would wonder what kind of person that is. They told me to take care, be cautious, keep in touch. I'm sure they'll accept him in time.
In bed when I told my boyfriend about it and that he wouldn't have that problem, he looked at me. Asked if I thought it would be easy for him to tell his friends and relatives that he has a 20-year-old white girlfriend? I've never really thought about what it would be like for him to introduce me to everyone he knows.

Fourth of July we're celebrating with his friends. It's the first time I'm going to meet some of them. I'm not nervous but I'm sure I will be.

I don't know if I should go back on the pill now when we live together. Like this weekend, I have taken so much cum on my face because I'm ovulating. It's not that I don't like it, I enjoy sucking on his cock and let him cum on my face. But it would be nice to not have to think about if it's safe for him to cum inside me or not.

Whatthefuckwhy
I'm happy you make comments and hope you continue with it.
It's not that I don't want to share pics of my face covered in cum. But I know if I do, it will be out there for ever.