Hi, I am a 46 years old french woman, I live in Paris, France. No kids. I have been divorced for 3 years. And since my divorce I found out that I am irrepressibly attracted by Arab men. During the day I am a "normal" person, I am in the office, I work, I just don't think about it that much. But when night comes, I feel tickling in my body, I feel a growing desire, I feel the libido inside of me. I need Arab men. Sometimes I resist, I tell myself that it's not serious, I stay quietly at home drinking some wine. But sometimes the desire is too strong. I dress sexy, sometimes provocatively,  go out and look for Arab men. I walk the streets, I go to bars, I wait to be hit on by Arab men. Sometimes I return empty-handed and I feel incredibly frustated. I have to masturbate for a long time to calm my desire. But more often than not it works. No need to discuss at lenght, Arab men understand very quickly who I am and what I am looking for. I follow them. And I offer myslef to them. I let them do whatever they want, I do what I am told, I obey. They play with my body, they play with me. They dominate me, sometimes they humiliate me. And they make me come, and come, and come.

I am not attached to them. Sometimes they call me back, sometimes it's me. But I'd rather go into the unknown.