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On Friday I went out with my bestie. It was fun. She is dating a white boy now. I'm so happy for her.
I went to the old black man on Saturday. I was nervous all day for the talk I was going to have with him. In the evening when we sat on the couch I decided it was time. I was super nervous. I started with how great I think everything was and how much I enjoyed spending time with him. And then "How do you see the future for us together?". No surprise he asked, "What do you mean?". I wonder why boys never understand that question. So I told him I want to have kids (I didn't say black kids), get married, live a family life. And that I don't see any point in taken this further if he doesn't want the same.
Now my heart was pounding.
He said that when he was younger he wanted to have a family. But when he got a bit older the thought that it would be nice to not have any children to take care of.
My heart sank like a stone. I almost started crying.
Then he continued with the first time he saw me in the gym, how innocent I looked. And that he had no intentions when he asked me about my Valentine's plans. But over time he has grown very strong feelings for me and he would be a proud father if we had kids together.
Now I was almost crying with joy.
I looked at him and almost whispered, I love you. Because I do. I love him, I love him so much. This was the first time I told him that. He looked at me and smiled and said "I love you too". We kissed. We had sex. I'm not getting pregnant.
Sunday we moved some of my stuff to his place. Clothes and other things
I'm so happy right now. Too bad I'm on my period, but I'm going to give him a blow job.
BigDawg56
I'm so happy he wants to have kids. The four others doesn't exactly look like family fathers. It would be great gangbangs though, but no family life.
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