So much has happend over the past two weeks the school year is commimg to a end soon and i have been spending time with Kevin the older man i told you about in my last blog'' i realy like him ''We dont go over to his place to often because of alex his roomate kevin dosent want to share me with him anymore we tried to be alone in his room but alex kept comming in and wanting to join us .

Kevin told me that it was fun being with me and alex at first but when he began to have real feelings for me he began to feel jelouse when he wached me suck aleaxes cock he wanted to have me to himself ''so know we go to a motel or in his car ''I did something special with kevin yesterday after school its something i never thought i would do i took kevin to me and dads special place in the forest its where me and my dad go to have some play time its very special to me and my dad and its always been just our place i never thought i would bring another man there .

I remember the first time me and my dad found our special place we went for a walk it was spring time and it was worm out so we walked and talked for a while then i began to tease my dad by walking in front of him shaking my little ass and quickly lifting my skirt to flash my panties i knew my dad had his shorts on and he couldent hide the fact his cock was rock hard it stood out for everyone to see ''We took a small path into the forest because dad was so hard he needed to adjust his cock because it was hurtting him as he did he looked at me and said''you are a very bad girl ''i just said ''no im not ''and smiled at him ''As we walked further into the forest i kept teasing my dad ''Then we found this spot where it was just me and dad and no one could see us and i reach into my dads shorts and touched his hard cock and dad kissed me before telling me i was a little cock tease i looked up at my dad and said ''i love you daddy ''then went down to my knees and slid his waiting cock into my mouth as it went in i heard my dad say''i love you too little girl ''it was a special time for me i was just getting to know my dad in a very different way our new relationship was confuzing and so crazy but when we where in our special place in the forest it just seemed not so crazy its hard to explane it fully ..

For me it was our place someware we could go to be alone ''i cant even tell you how many times i sucked my dads cock there its a good thing trees cant talk ''my dad was always so thoughtfull he always takes his coat or sweater off and puts it down so i dont get my knees dirty ''There where times we lost track of time and spent way to much time there mom would ask why we took so long it was hard not to giggle because i was standing there with dad and a full pussy of his cum .That little place in the forest is very special to me and it meant alot to bring Kevin there ''Even the walk to get there was strange i began to tease kevin like i do to my dad and when we got there i could feel my dad like he was there with us ''It wasent until we got there that i realized that i took him there for a reason ''Its very different being with kevin i mean yes hes the same age as my dad and the other men in my life but kevin is special to me because you see with my dad i began that relationship because my dad liked it and i wanted to make my dad happy ''With paul i did that for my dad and every time i did it with paul it always felt like i was fucking him for my dad and Alex well that was a few to many drinks and needing a good fuck by a old guy that wanted to be with a young girl .

Kevin is different because for the first time i want it for me i want to suck his cock just for myself not for my dad just me ''Its funny how when i suck kevins cock i feel the same way as when i first sucked my dads cock i get that tingly feeling all over as i take his hard cock into my mouth ''It made me realize how i had lost that feeing with my dad how sucking my dads cock had lost a bit of its fun .I know what your thiking ' and you are right i miss the feeings i first had for my dad all the crazy feeings of that first taste of his cock and the feeing of his hands on my skin how my dad made me feel so amazing inside ''Over time that began to change and someware along the way the daddy thing just became sex and getting off ..Kevin brings back all the crazy feelings that i love having ''the other night we where in his bed and he was fingering me slowly as i layed there next to him and i closed my eyes and began to think of my dad and how it felt when he touched me for the first time it brong back all the feelings and it was so amazing to just lay there thinking of my dad as kevin touched me .

As i sucked kevins cock in the forest it was like being with my dad there for the first time even kevin could tell the difference by how i was making love to his cock with my mouth i was sucking kevins cock but thinking of my dad so i began to do things to his cock that i only  do for my dad  ''even as kevin got behinde me and pulled my panties down just below my ass i looked out into the forest and thought of dad and for a bit it was my dad behinde me not kevin and the feelings all came back as kevin slowly slid his cock into me ;I dont know if its wrong using kevin so i can get those feelings back but thats why i like him the way i do ''Sex with my dad is better after being with kevin there is something about being with dad after being with kevin matbe its because my dad has no idea that im fucking kevin and i like the feeling when i think if kevin as dad fucks me its this feeling of being a dirty little girl and i love it ..

The other night i had sex with kevin in the forest then got home and had sex with dad fuck i felt so naughty at one point my dad licked my pussy and oh my god it made me feel so dirty and when my dad pulled out after being inside me there was some of kevins  cum on his cock so i had to quickly put his cock into my mouth so he wouldent see it ''Maybe i am using kevin to make sex better with my dad ''is that wrong i mean kevin gets to have sex with a teen girl and i get my feelings back with my dad  we both win RIGHT ..

I went to the special place with my dad after being there with kevin and it was amazing the thought of being there with another man made it so naughty for me as i sucked my dads cock i thought of kevin and how i sucked his cock in the same place it made it so good having that secret from my dad even as i looked up at him and he looked down all i was thinking was ''if you only knew how bad your little girl is ''