Over the years i met so many different men and got to know all there dirty secrets and kinky ways most of them where harmless and just looking to touch a young woman again ''for some just the feeling of a girls hand on there hard cock was enough i gave so many handjobs in front seats of cars i dont even know how many .i had two regulars that just wanted to look at me as they jerked off and it was so inocent because i had all my clothes on they just wanted a young girl to see them jerk off its what turned them on .

My room mate summer would bring some guy home for me at times when she was buisy but some of her regulars where wierd as well there was this one older guy he was in his mid 50s and loved the idea of seeing a woman puke it made him horny to just see a woman puke  up all over the place  i have no idea why ''his name was randy and he wasent very attractive but he payed good so one night summer had another date so she sent him to me and ''oh my god'' he was crazy .

Randy undressed me then sat me on his lap after a few minutes of feeling my body he began to put his finger into my mouth he began slowly then put his finger deeper into my mouth untill he began to make me gage and when he saw me gage he became so excited ..I couldent believe it when he went to his bag and took out a sheet of plastic he actualy had plastic to put down on the furniture and floor so the puke wouldent make a big mess ''

He put plastic down on my bed then sat down on the edge i sat next to him and he plased his finger back into my mouth he forced his finger down my throat i gaged a few times then he grabed my hair and forced my head down telling me to suck his cock so i did then he began to force my head down hard forcing his cock deep into my mouth and down my throat it wasent long before i puked all over his lap he called me a good girl and forced his cock even deeper down my throat i had never puked so mutch in my life over and over again he made me puke all over his lap then he finaly blew his load in my mouth and it was all over he never fucked me it was all about the puking ..

I never knew there was so many kinky things out there that people liked its amazing when i think about it for some its the simplest things they like and for some its loneliness  that made them come to me ''there was this old guy he was 74 years old his name was fred he was the sweetest old man and he was lonly his wife had passed away years before and he lived alone ''we met one night at the coffee shop and talked he told me i reminded him of his daughter when she was a teen .Over the next few weeks i went over to his place to talk and have a few drinks he told me all about his daughter and how she never calls him anymore and being with me made him feel better because it was like his daughter was home and he was a dad again ''After a few more weeks i began to think of him as my step dad and spent more time with him and even began to have sleep overs in the spare room he loved that seeing me in the morning in my nightie walking around it made his morning coffee so much better ..I could see the change in him as i spent more time at his place we became very close and one night it just went further and fred enjoyed my mouth around his cock then in my pussy ''fred went from this inocent man that treated me like his daughter to this dirty old man that called me his daughters name as he fucked me in every hole and i tell you he fucked me hard yelling his daughters name with every hard push .

There where alot of panty fetishes as well as shoe and stocking fetishes  some men wanted me to tell them my panties where dirty and they wanted me to put them on there faces some liked it when i put my dirty panties in there mouth then suck there cocks i made money selling my dirty panties as well .there where men that loved my heels and made me keep them on during sex there was a few that liked it when i put my heel into there ass as i sucked there cock one guy loved licking my heels as i jerked him off ''every man had his kinky needs and i helped them experience them .

There where some men that liked being hurt by me one guy loved the feeling of my heels on his cock and i would press my heels into his crotch and make him screem in pain there was another guy that wanted me to press my nails into his skin untill blood came out and i did it as he fucked me one night i had made 20 holes in his back and he must of came inside me over 5 times as i did it the pain made him so horny he could fuck me all night ..

One guy in his 50s loved it when i spanked him and i mean hard i did it with my hand at first but i couldent hit him hard enough so he gave me his belt his ass would be as red as a tomato after 5 minutes of spanking then he would fuck me hard .I never new what to expect when it was my first time with someone new but i did know that just when you think you have seen it all someone shows you something that proves me wrong ''

In my room theres a picture of a dog stuck to my cieling over my bed its there for a reason i put it there so i can focas on it when im with someone i dont realy like'' there are times when i do not enjoy sex with someone  and dont realy want to be there but they payed me and i have to let them fuck me ''thats when i look at the picture on my cieling and i focas on it i just look at it and go into my own little world and hope he cums fast and leaves that little picture has got me through some bad nights with men i would never even look at and even though they made me sick just looking at them i fucked them just for the money ''Ya i had no pride in myself or morals eather if you have money you can fuck me its was that simple .

For me it was the times when it was some guys first time with me i had no idea what he wanted or was going to do to me and when that door closed and no one could see us anymore that few seconds is the most scary i tell you over time the sound of hotel doors closing or my bedroom door closing seemed so loud it seemes to echo in my head ''there where times when they took there time and we talked for a few minutes ;;some men came with drinks and we sat together getting drunk before sex ''then there was the ones that just riped your clothes off and fucked you like crazy ''i have been slaped in the face for no reason and called a slut and dirty whore before being undressed and fucked .I have been choked and punched and tied up with my own stockings i had one guy force my panties into my mouth then use my stockings to gag me so i couldent take out the panties then he fucked my ass hard calling me a little slut .

That few seconds after the door closes is the worst feeling you dont know if its going to be a good experience or a very bad one and in most times no wasent a option most guys feel that if they payed you then you did what they say .there where men that thought because i was a hooker i was worthless and hitting me didnt matter or treating me badly was ok my life was worthless to them i was trash and i needed to be tought a lesson about being a bad girl ..Even the ones you think would not hurt you like a priest can be very different behinde closed doors .there was this priest from the local church his name was David and we met one night when he came up to me on the streets he wanted to save me and began to tell me about god and how he can save me from my life .I called him father David and he invited me to his church that night just to have something to eat and talk about god .It was a cold night and i was wearing my short dress and heels so i took him up on his offer and went to the church with him i mean what could happen hes a priest .

There was a small house attached to the church where he lived  it was small but cozy we talked for a few minutes then he sat next to me he began to tell me that the streets are no place for a young girl like me and as he said it his hand went onto my knee then made its way under my dress and onto my pussy he kept preaching to me about the wrong things i do he rubed my pussy over my panties then as he kept preaching to me he stood up and took out his hard cock and grabed my hair pulling me into his crotch and as he told me that god was my savior he fed me his cock and as he fucked my mouth he continued to tell me how god could save me and can change my life if i let god into my life ..If that wasent bad enough he began to pray to me as he layed me back on his couch he lifted my dress and as he pulled my panties down he prayed out loud asking god for forgivness for what he was about to do ''

He grabed his cock and put it onto my pussy i felt him go in as he told god he was blessing this child then as he fuck me he just kept saying please god forgive me for i have sined and became week ..over and over again he said it as he fucked me on the couch even when he changed possitions and fucked me from behinde he never stoped praying out loud then he finaly blew his load in me and pulled out he then sent me on my way back onto the streets ''I met up with him a few more times after that and it was the same thing every time ..