Hi! I'm Butterfly! Or that's what everyone calls me. I really don't know what I'm doing or even exactly what a blog is or should be. I hope it's ok here, but I'm using this for my own personal naighty confessional. I've never been able to be fully open and public about things. It may be kind of nice! Embarrassing but exciting in a way. I'm in a spot in my life where I need to occupy myself to keep busy and out of trouble. Hopefully this place will work and keep my thoughts and urges at a controllable level. I have about a year to keep myself from being stupid. Self-bondage and kinky alone fun can even be dangerous in my case. I'm going crazy with no good way to control the horrible sexual frustration building up inside me right now. I'm not very good at this! Please forgive any mistakes!

 I was very literally the church slut growing up. My parents took me to this Catholic church and I.... My mom volunteered and I happen to come across a spare key to the church that didn't help. During mass I would always find was to sneak off with guys my age, younger, older and much older. I wasn't picky and yes, before you say it! I'm kind of a slut! I really can help it and don't understand why I'm so.... Kink crazied and sexually submissive addicted and driven to a point it's kind of unhealthy. But when I wasn't sneaking off during church, I was sneaking guys in and doing very sinful kinky stuff in every corner of it. I've blown and fucked guys in the confessional booths. You think that's bad?! I was bound with rope to a very creepy life sized crucified Jesus! One guy made me stand on a stool and pretend to make out with that same Jesus. Nude and fondling him in ways that I will definitely be judge for later.Im not even going to get into the things I did on and around the alter!

 Besides others outside of, or that attended the church, I slept with several of the Church Clergy and the Administration. There's a list! It went on for several years and started about 28 years past. You ready for the list?! Besides to possibly 20 or so alter boys I've slept with 2 Priests, 4 Youth Ministers, 1 Deacon, 1 Bookkeeper, 3 Maintenance, 6 of the landscapers, 2 musical directors that were a married couple and then there was the Bishop! I was the Bishop's bitch for over a year after he caught me in a four-way in the church at night. Sent the guys home and threatened to turn them in if they came back. And blackmailed me with the same threat and turning videos he had been taking over to my family. I was they only girl he had control over and seemed to be good at blackmailing young naughty girls I to being his personal naughty play things. Not the first girl he got in camera. I'm pretty sure those extra keys were a trap. I saw several videos with other females getting caught doing things. None as bad as being pounded by 3 guys on the alter stage like me. But enough to give him control over the others. One was a wife to one of the volunteer youth instructors. I was definitely not the only pervert in town.

  That's how I learned religion! I learn a lot more about sex and kink in church than I did about actual religion. There is very little doubt that I will be denied entry into heaven just from what I did in church alone. I'm sure yelling God's name out while getting ass fucked bent over the alter by a married deacon and his son is highly frowned upon. So, if I don't see you in heavy, I'll have to you from the other place. Hopefully that guys is into kinky forbidden fun! I'm joking! I'm hoping heaven is and they have me on the VIP list!