As i lay here in my bed at 3am with a brain full of crazy thoughts i was thinking about a time not to long ago when i began to realize things where different between me and my dad and its crazy because i didnt see it comming it just began inside me like my body was telling me i needed something ''Like i have said in my past blogs me and my dad have always been very close and a big part of that was play fighting and wrestling i loved jumping on my dad as he sat on the couch or jump on his back as he stood in the kitchen ''me and dad would watch westling on tv and i would try some of the moves on my dad but naturaly im way smaller  than my dad and my dad works out alot so i never had a chance but i gave it my all ..

I knew things where changing when i began to grow boobs my nipples where so sensitive thats why i began to wear a bra because as my boobs grew the rubbing of my nipples on my clothes drove me insane and the bra helped with that ''One night me and dad where alone in the house i was in my nightie and pink panties Me and dad began to play fight on the couch just like we have many times before ''My dad had on his pajama pants and a tshirt ' Everything seemed normal at first i grabed my dad by his neck and tryed to get him in a head lock  then jump on his back to his lap my dad grabbing my hips and picking me up before putting me down and pretending to pin me to the couch or floor i loved it when my dad would let me win and i would pin his down ''

At one point i ended up on my dads lap and my dad began to rub my shoulders and neck he knew i loved it when he did that and it was a good way to calm me down when i got to crazy with him ''As my dad rubed my shoulders my nightie kept moving and ribbing against my nipples and it was driving me crazy but not in a bad way so i sat there and enjoyed it ''My dads hands felt amazing on my shoulders and neck and my nipples where getting a great touching by my nightie i was in heaven ' We continued to watch wrestling as i sat there on his lap i was loving the feeling of my dads hands on my shoulders that i began to feel something between my legs and i wasent sure what was going on down there all i knew was i felt wet and something was different like i needed to touch myself ''its very hard to explane ''the feeling i had but it was very different that i did know .

I remember touching myself for just a second to see if my panties where wet and maybe i let some pee out by mistake as we where wrestling but i did not my panties where wet but not from pee it was something very different and i was very confused about the whole thing ''I mean this shouldent be happening hes my dad and i shouldent feel this way about him but for the first time i had no controle over myself and the crazy feelings i was having as he rubed my neck and my nightie kept rubbing on my nipples ''I got up and pulled my nightie down and held it there as i walked away to go to the bathroom so my dad wouldent see the big wet spot that was on my panties that i had made i was so embaresed about it ''I went into my room and changed into a dry pair or panties then back to my dad and back onto his lap for more rubs and once again my panties where wet ''i kept thinking ''what the hell is wrong with me ''why is my dad making me feel this way this never hapend before ''

After that night it began to happen more and more i couldent sit on his lap without without getting that feeling inside myself that made me wonder what was wrong with me ''I began to think about my dad as i played with myself in my bed at night and no matter how hard i tryed not to think about my dad i just kept thinking about him even when i watched porn under the covers in my bed on my laptop all i could think of was doing the things i was looking at with my dad ''The feelings of excitement where mixed with guilt for feeling that way about my dad but i couldent stop myself ..Maybe it was because i only knew the touch of my dad on my skin and how it felt when my nightie rubed onto my nipples when he moved my nightie even the way he smelled when i was close to him it was all so crazy and confusing to me ..

It was about 2 weeks after it began and my dad was giving me a foot rub on the couch i had on my short black skirt and we had just got home from a long walk so mt dad decided to rub my feet for me ''it wasent long before those new feeling began and i layed there on the couch as my dad rubed my feet and it was so good i totaly forgot about the wet spot that was growing between my legs and onto my red panties ''I think there comes a time when the feelings you have become so strong inside you that you just stop hiding them and thats what i did i layed there and let my dad see the big wet spot between my legs ''he didnt say anything but i knew he could see it and that was a very strange feeling ''

That whole time in my life was so confusing and new to me it seemed that my dad couldent touch me without me getting excited sexualy''There came a time when things just became way to mutch for me and i was going to explode so i told my dad about what was going on ''im not to sure why but as i told my dad about my crazy feelings he passed me a beer and said it was ok to take a sip or 2 so i did and we talked about things my dad told me it was ok to have those feelings and it was natural ''nd after a few more sips of beer and a long talk i felt better about everything and i wasent embaresed about the way i felt or my wet spot ''

I think after our long talk it opend the door to what was going to happen between us and it came way sooner than i thought ''It was about 2 days later i was in my room on my bed touching myself i wasent under the covers just on top of them and i had my legs open and my finger inside myself just feeling around and having fun ''i never heared my dad come in but there he was standing there at my door looking at me ''Oh my god ''was i embaresed i jumped and closed my legs fast ''my dad smiled and said it was ok to do that and he told me he does it as well its natural to play with yourself ''

We talked about it for a while even my dad told me he loves to jerk off ''I think for me the biggest thing that changed everything between me and my dad was that night when i asked him what he thinks about when he jerks off  ''my dad paused for a few seconds then looked at me and said ''i will be fully honest with you and tell you i think about you little girl ''I looked at my dad and told him i think about him when i play with myself we both looked at each other and said nothing we just looked and i think we knew what was going to happen but didnt want to admit it ''

A few minutes later it happend my dad sat on the edge of my bed and slowly stroked his cock as i played with myself dad looked at my fingers as i touched my pussy and i watched his had going along his very hard cock ''It was so wierd and exciting at the same time just seeing his cock so hard for me the way he was looking at me i had mever seen that look in my dads eyes before ''But nothing could have prepared me for what was comming ''my dad reached over and jentaly ran his finger along my wet pussy ''oh my god ''i never thought someones touch could make me feel that way i wasent ready for what i felt when his finger touched me my body went crazy i got goos bumps from head to toe and it felt like all my hair was standing up it was nothing like when i touched myself this was 100 times better and i wanted more way more .

Dad lost controle when he touched my pussy and i watched as he shot his load out of the little hole at the end of his cock it shot straight out and onto me hitting me on my chest and onto my nightie and even some on my face i watched as he squeesed his cock getting every bit of cum out there was this one last drop just sitting there on the tip and he gave his cock a shake and it came off and onto my leg i giggled a little and told my dad ''that was so amazing ''my dad said ''that was all for you little girl''i felt so proud ''

Me and dad spent a few nights just watching each other my dad just touching the rim of my pussy when he was ready to cum but as each time passed things got more intense between us and over the next few nights we began to pleasure each other and dad went from standing and watching me or sittinfg on my bed to being in my bed with me as i stroked his hard cock and he introdused his thick fingers to the inside of my pussy ''we would spend hours just playing and having fun together in my bed when mom wasent home .

My dad would spend over a houre just eating my pussy and it wasent long before i had to return the favore and i began to put his cock into my mouth it just seemed like the right thing to do at the time ''i tell you ''i never felt so close to anyone then when i felt my dads cock go into my mouth for the first time it was like we where becomming one person melting into each other it was amazing and so new ..we began to do each other ''i believe its called a 69 when the man eats your pussy and i suck his cock at the same time i was on top upside down it was fun and very pleasing ''we still do it now and can go for long periods of time just eating and sucking each other .

I have to go now but i will continue this later i promise .....