I always knew I was gay, but was a little frightened to try. My earliest sexual experiences were with girls from school and I thoroughly enjoyed them. But I was always curious about cock.

In a previous blog post I wrote about my first time at a gloryhole just after I turned eighteen. Once I got over my initial nervousness, I went back pretty often. Always late at night, usually on a Friday or Saturday night when I knew there would be a crowd of horny men. I knew I'd eventually kneel down and slip my fingers through the hole to beckon a man's dick, but at that time I just wanted to get my dick sucked.

But one night my curiosity got the best of me. Instead of rubbing my cock in a video booth and watching gay porn on the TV, I kneeled down and waited for someone to enter the booth next ti mine.

It didn't take long. Moments later I heard the door open and a man entered the booth. I couldn't see him well. But could tell he was older - probably in his 40s, white, dad bod. I nervously stuck my finger through the hole, inviting him to stick his dick in my mouth. After a couple of minutes of him watching straight porn on the video, he began to unzip his pants and face me on the other side of the gloryhole.

He stuck his soft cock through and I just immediately put it in my mouth. He wasn't huge and he was soft. His dick smelled like balls which was something I'd never experienced yet. I continued sucking and he gradually got hard. This went on for a few minutes, me learning how to finally suck cock even if I wasn't doing it well. He finally pulled back without cumming, buttoned up his pants and left the booth.

I sat there a little dejected that he left without cumming - was I that bad? I later learned this is commonplace. Guys will get there and not want to cum immediately. They like to take their time.

I stayed in the booth some more and soon enough another cock came through the hole. This one was hard immediately and probably a little larger. His cock smelled sweaty and manly. I loved it. I suck with more enthusiasm this time, probably because I was past those first cock jitters. Or maybe because he just had a better dick. I used by hand and swirled my tongue around his head. I was a quick learner. Within a few minutes I felt something in my mouth but couldn't tell what it was until I realized he had cum. But he was so quiet I had no idea at first. I LOVED the taste and swallowed it all because I knew that was kind of a requirement.

I was extremely turned on now - I had finally made a really nice cock cum down my throat and I loved it. I waited in my booth for a few more guys to enter the booth next to mine. I probably sucked three more cocks before heading home with a smile on my face and dried cum on my chin. I didn't even need to get my cock sucked to have the best time at the gloryhole.

It was a official - I was gay gay gay.