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The closet door is open
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Well the last couple months have been exciting. Mainly I feel I have made incredible progress being who I feel I am in public and that means showing off my little baby dick almost every day. If you have read my other entries you know I had been having fun at the gym wearing bras and panties under my gym clothes. That has progressed pretty quickly to me now only wearing gym tights. I still am wearing a variety of cute unlined bras and sport bras under my tshirts and sweatshirts because I like how the material feels rubbing against my nipples and the fact that occasionally I have to carefully pull a strap back over my shoulder. I'm sure, as careful as I am, that some have seen me make this unmistakable movement. I went from wearing lace boy shorts and thongs under my shorts and tights to lately I have just let my little pud show off under the relatively thin material of my nylon spandex shorts and tights. My little nub sticking straight out against the material is pretty obvious and the way it feels when it's jiggling around is pretty amazing. I now understand the pleasure of freeballing that bigger endowed guys are always showing off. The way my "loose fit " tights show off my little package is cute I think. The material is just thin enough to show off my little head pretty clearly and that my baby dick is circumsized. The best is when the gym is full of women and I know my tiny dick poking out and jiggling around is soo obvious. I haven't had any obvious comments or looks or giggles but in the last couple weeks I have had some pretty exciting moments talking to cute college girls. I get the feeling that by the time we were talking they had already seen my little package and seem pretty disinterested which feeds my need for humiliation. There were a couple of college girls on the treadmill next to me the other day and I turned down my headphones so I could listen to their chatty girl conversation, the whole time imagining they were commenting on me. There is a guy that I have seen there a couple of times who is what I would call a young stud. He is a very confident very good looking and in shape guy probably late 20's. He was there a couple weeks back and as I was checking him out I was well aware that he also was getting a good looking at my little pud poking out of the front of my tights as I was walking on the treadmill. I definitely enjoyed the experience of exposing my inadequacy to such an obviously alpha male. I watched him approach and chat with several different women while I walked on the treadmill and exposed my inferior penis to all.
After leaving the gym I have stopped a few times to grocery shop and do some errands. Exposing myself around town is also new and sexually invigorating. The other day it was super cold and windy. It had snowed a little in the morning while I was at the gym and I stopped for gas on the way home. I'm standing there next to the gas pumps, putting gas in my car, with groups of men and their big work trucks and such going on around me while I'm standing there feeling the cold wind blowing through my clothes and feeling my little dick shriveled up and showing off in the front of my tights was fairly exhilarating. Pulling the strap of my bra over my shoulder felt like a brazen tease.
I guess it's not that big of a deal unless you are a small dicked sissy like me and are relaxing into yourself and your submissive reality. It has been a while since I have let a man use me or a woman humiliate me but I am soo ready and I know if it's going to happen I have to act the part and stay willing. Some day, a man, a dominant fag fucker, is going to comment and I hope I will be able to respond invitingly.
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Posted on : Apr 5, 2026
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Commented on Apr 5, 2026
Oh no. it IS a big deal. I haven't done the tights but I have done the bras and panties underneath and the outlines show. It's HOT!!!
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