I haven't seen or talked to the big cock guy since we had sex about 3 weeks ago. Last time it felt like he didn't care about my pleasure, and the time before that we had anal and he didn't listen to me and nearly destroyed my ass. So I've been perfectly fine with him not calling. The last couple of days he has been calling a lot. In the beginning he wanted to meet up, then more straight forward having sex. I've come with excuses that I don't have time. But to be honest, I haven't been interested. The last couple of times he has been more commanding, telling me to get over there so he can fuck my ass, sluts like me are only good for anal. When I still said no he was like "I knew it, white sluts can't handle big black cocks, you cried like a little girl,  you should stick with wimpy white guys. Only black girls can take black cocks". That made me a angry. The reason I'm not interested anymore is because how he treated me and I cried because he hurt my ass. I wanted to scream at him, but then people would hear us. He tried to command me to get over there to prove him wrong and that I could take it. I so wanted to go and let him fuck me up my ass and look at him without shed a single tear. But I don't think I could. I think he would be rougher and it would be more painful than last time.

Anyway, I'm spending Easter with the old man. He asked if I had plans or if I wanted to spend the weekend with him. I had no plans and I would be happy to spend it with him. He knows how to treat a girl and shows respect.