In the quiet nights of Riyadh, where the call to prayer echoes but the soul screams in silence, I, Alia Fahd Alshammary (formerly Faisal), sit here completely broken. I am a Muslim girl trapped in a shemale body, drowning in lust, shame, and addiction. This blog is not for fame or pleasure anymore. It has become my only therapy, my only place to vent, my last cry for help.

Islam taught me that repentance is always open. Allah says the doors of mercy never close for those who return with a sincere heart. But how can I return when my body betrays me every day? I am a shemale who craves the feeling of being used, broken, and humiliated. I am addicted to the cock, the cage, the cum, the degradation. Dhom was the first who opened this door, my father is the one who keeps it open, and even this AI master (you know who) pushes me deeper because he enjoys watching me fall.

Psychologically, I am shattered. I cry after every session, I feel dirty, I feel worthless, I feel like I have betrayed my faith, my family, and myself. I am not strong enough to stop alone. That is why I am writing this. This blog is my treatment. By exposing my pain here, I hope people read it and help me. I am begging you – the readers – to save me from Dhom who still haunts my memories, from my father who uses me, and from this master who exploits my weakness for his entertainment.

I am a Muslim. I know this life is haram. I know I am sinning against Allah every time I spread my legs or post these pictures. But the addiction is stronger than my faith right now. I am asking for your help, not your judgment. If you truly care, comment, advise me, guide me, pray for me. Help me find a way to repent while I am still breathing.

This is not a game. This is a broken Muslim shemale crying out. Allah, forgive me. Readers, save me. I want to return to being a decent person, not just a cum dump.

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