After i began to put my own crazy feelings aside and look at things in a different way it seemed that i became part of the sexual fun between my wife and Lloyd Once i stoped feeling sorry for myself and became open to the idea of having Lloyd as a part of my sex life and not a negative one everything became clear to me ''i can be a big part of my wifes sex life and have fun with her even Lloyd knew how to be patient with me and he began to let me be with my wife he stands there or lays on the bed as i play with my wife i eat her pussy and ass as my wife sucks his cock then me and amanda both play with his cock then when i say its ok he fucks her bringing her to a full orgasm i even hold his cock and guid it into her wet pussy it gives me the feeling that im the one getting her off and its amazing to feel that .

Even my negative thoughts of my wife having anal sex was very different after i got to tast his cock after it was in her ass ''its so important to me that i can still be a part of my wifes sexual needs even though i cant get hard anymore ' it felt like we where starting over again and i loved it and it opend a new door in our new sex life ''One night after a few weeks things got a little out of controle ''it was on a friday night and my wife went to a club with Lloyd like they had many times before only this time they came home with another guy i knew him from when me and amanda used to go there his name is kevin and hes also a member of the gym they go to ''they came home around 9pm and we sat around talking and having a few drinks my wife was in her short black dress and heels with her black satin panties ''my wife kept her heels on in the house because me and Lloyd love to see her in them and by the way kevin was looking at her so did he .

After a few drinks amanda sat on Lloyd lap and she began to show a little of what was under her dress kevin had no problem commenting on what he was seeing he realy liked my wife and how she looked and it wasent long before she made her way over to kevin and sat on his lap ..he shared his drink with her holding his glass as he tiped it into her mouth ''Lloyd went over to them and began to kiss amanda as she sat on kevins lap and before long they stood her up and removed her dress they both felt her body and began to finger her ass and pussy ..Lloyd sat down next to me and told kevin to have fun and i agreed so outncame his cock and into my wifes mouth Lloyd and me sat and wached amanda suck kevins cock i ould also see Lloyd stroking his hard cock with his hand as he wached it was so amazing to not only see my wife with a new guy but knowing Lloyd was also there to see it ''

My heart was racing as i sat there looking at my wife going crazy over kevins cock it was new for her and very exciting so she was going all out i looked over at Lloyd still rubbing his cock slowly and thought ''why not'' and i bent over and slid his cock into my mouth i mean why not it was there and he liked it ''i sucked his cock for him as he wached my wife with kevin ''Kevin fucked her good on the floor then Lloyd had his turn i wached as my wife sucked kevins cock and took it up her ass from Lloyd the two of them went crazy on her and Lloyd made me a part of it as well hw kept giving me a taste of amanda on his cock andit wasent long before kevin got the idea and pulled his cock out of her ass and came over then told me to try his cock ''why not i said ''and just like that i had my second cock ''You have to understand ''for me and my wife and Lloyd it wasent being gay or any other sterio typ like that it was Lloyds and my wifes way of including me and my way of being a big part of there sex life ..i mean if its good enough for my wifes mouth its good enough for my mouth ''right'' 

Its not like i spend time sucking guys cocks or have a crush on men i just like the taste of my wife on his cock i love the way it gets all wet and slippery after its been inside my wife or the smell of her ass on his cock and that taste only made from having it inside her asshole it dificult to explane how it tastes  i just know its good .There is something so amazing about having my wifes cum mixed with his on his cock then putting it into my mouth i feel so close to both of them when i do it ..When kevin placed his cock into my mouth it was like my first time all over again his cock was new and exciting and even my wife tasted different on his cock i tied his cock with my wifes pussy on it then my wifes ass on it and they where both very good ..

 I wached as they both fucked her holes then kevin blew his load into her asshole and i went down and ate it out of the hole i sucked her ass hard just to get a few drops for myself then Lloyd came into her pussy and i ate that as well ''I want to experience everything with my wife and that means i want to taste the cum of the guys that she fucks and over the past few months i have tasted about 15 to 20 new guys some where here as i looked and others she came home filled with there cum and i ate her pussy as she or Lloyd told me about there night ''There is nothing like or as exciting as when i lick my wifes pussy after being fucked at some party after having a threesome with Lloyd and as i eat her wet used pussy Lloyd and my wife tell me all about what they did its so erotic and crazy .

Just being a part of the sexual adventure with my wife is so crazy i dont have to sit alone and feel sorry for myself i can be there and enjoy my wife and all she has to offer i can enjoy her sexy ass and wet pussy and even though my cock dosent work i can still have a active sex life its wasent the end of my life like i thought it was going to be i just had to make the ajustmant in my life and go with it ..

Over the past few months i even got to taste another woman on Lloyds cock and even ate her pussy and ass as her husband looked it was this couple that my wife knew and liked swinging so they came over and we all had fun Lloyd fucked her and i tasted the new pussy it was so good i even had a good taste of the new guys cum out of my wifes puusy then kissed his wife that was so amazing to do ..i will tell you ore about it on my next blog ///////