There is nothing that you can do to prepare yourself for the crazy feelings you get when you see your wife put another mans cock in her mouth for the first time ;;i thought i was ready and after weeks of talking about it with my wife and deciding that i wouldent let my injury that made it imposable to get hard stand in the way of my wife having a full sexual life ''I truly thought that i was ready and i could handle it but i was very wrong .There where so many things i never thought of and the biggest one was see my wife have her firsty real orgasm i had never seen her squert out of her pussy before or her body go out of controle like it did the way she moaned and yelled out to him to give her it all ''the tone in her voice as she told Lloyd how good he felt inside her ''It was way to much for me to take the total feelings of humiliation and shame i felt sitting there with my limp cock ..

There is nothing worst than seeing another guy hard as a rock for your wife and knowing you will never get that way again í could feel my heart down in my asshole as i looked at my wife feeding herself Lloyds hard cock the way she licked it and rolled her tongue around his big mushroom head ''Amanda was gaging herself as she tryed to take his cock all into her mouth but is was way to big ''that was another thing i never thought of ''how big My best friends cock was going to be and when it came out holly shit i was shocked and had my first regrets about the whole thing ''You can never prepare yourself for something like that i mean when i saw that big cock opening my wifes pussy and the way her pussy seemed to grab it and eat it ''Its insane to see the woman you love arching her back and moaning unlike you ever heard her before ''i felt 2 feet tall sitting there like a stupid idiot letting My friend stretch my wifes pussy ''I thought it was going to be quick in my head but  it wasent and what i thought was just fucking became love making very quickly ..

Lloyd touched my wife from head to toe his hands making her shiver his cock slowly fucking her tight pussy and the kissing was way out of controle it was hard to see amandas tongue going into his mouth and the way he kissed her neck the same way i do but when he did it she had a way  better reaction  it seemed to make her crazy ''And when you thought it couldent get worst it did when i saw her have her first real orgasm ..I saw my wife do things to Lloyd she never did to me like when she told him she wanted him to cum in her mouth and he pulled out and she sat up and put his wet cock into her mouth then he blew his load and she swallowed it all ..

The entire thing was suposed to be a few hours then he would go home but my wife had other ideas After they had sex they had a few drinks sitting around in there underware my wife had on my favorit pair of red satin panties and nothing els ''it was around 11pm when my wife came to me and said she needs more of lloyds cock and she wanted him to spend the night so they could fuck more ''And to have her cake and icing as well she asked me to sleep in the guest room so she could have some alone time with Lloyd.. 

The whole idea i had in my head how this was going to happen was way off'' the quick fuck and let my wife have a fuck was over  i was out and Lloyd was in I was kicked out of my bed and replaced by a new cock that worked ''i had nothing to say and that night they fucked in my bed and Lloyd slept next to my wife as i slept alone ..Over the next few weeks the guest room became my room as Lloyd stayed over more and more they woud go out and have fun then come home horny and ready to fuck there are nights when they get home and cant wait to get started i can see them comming in from the front door and my wife closes the door and gets right down on her knees and takes out his cock and looks like feeding  time at the zoo she goes crazy on his cock right there at the front door ..

Its been one hell of a trip over the past few monthes and there is no sighn of it slowing down they fuck all the time and exploring new things with sex and even other men .. my wife has never come to me and said she misses me in bed or she wants me there and as the weeks go by the words ''i love you ''seem to be less and less its amazing when you loos the ability to have sex you loose alot more than your cock you loose your dignaty and manlyhood ..