I have been getting frustrated with the avatar issues here on IF. My previous avatar was showing up intermittently, then not at all. So I decided to search for it as I had downloaded it from a gallery here on IF. Unfortunately I could not locate it again, so I started searching for something that personified me. I did not find anything that I really liked, then it occurred to me that in my own gallery, How I See Myself, was the perfect image. The first image was going to be the only one in that gallery originally, as it represents how I perceive me. Not just down on all fours as my lover makes love to me, but also representative of my feminine side. Wearing lingerie and being the receiver doggy style is highly erotic to me.