If i could go back in time and change something it would be my choice of men for my wife i know now that Lloyd was the wrong choice it seemed right at the time because he was my best friend but i never realised that there might be some attraction between them and has been for a long time ''I should have known when amanda jumped at the idea of it being him .I just wanted my wife to be happy and be sexualy pleased but things went another way and it got way out of hand ''there are so many things i did not think of before letting Lloyd touch my wife ''For me the worst is when i take Amanda out for dinner then a drink and on the way home she calls Lloyd to meet us at the house because shes horny and needs a good fuck so when i get her home i let go of her hand and he takes over as the lover part of her life It kills me inside knowing hes getting the best of my wife ..

Back before my accident the one thing i was working for was having anal sex with my wife ''Amanda was a little scared it was going to hurt so over time i worked at it i began with one finger in her ass then two i was sure i just needed a few more days and i would finaly have my wish and get my cock into her tight little ass ..You see i wasent amandas first sex partner but i was going to be her first anal partner and that meant every thing to me 'but as luck would have it i never got the chance i llost my ability to get it up and into her ass '''Just when i thought i couldent get any lower on the man scale and i couldent feel any more shame in myself i came home one night and the house was quiet i thought no one was home i made my way upstairs to change my clothes there was no panties on the door handel so i took that as there was no one in there i opend the door and walked in '

There was my wife on her hands and knees on the bed and Lloyd behinde her he was holding her by the hips and then i looked closely and thats when i saw something that crushed my hart to bits Lloyd has his cock deep into amandas ass i mean it was in there and she was taking it it looked like her ass was eating his cock it felt like my heart was going to come out of my ass i couldent believe what i was seeing the one thing i wanted more than anything was now gon Lloyd got her ass and i never even had a chance at it ''Amanda couldent even look at me she hid her face in a pillow .

I walked out and went down stairs and sat on the couch in the dark and felt sorry for myself ''i could hear them in the room having there fun i hope she enjoys his cock up her ass it sure sounded like it from where i was sitting .The entire idea was that she could have sex a few times a month but thats not what happend it became a few times a week there are times he comes over or she goes to his place up to 7 times a week and when he spends the night thay go for hours at a time then again in the morning its crazy .. 

I thought after a few weeks it would slow down between them but that never happend they kept going strong and Amanda began to dissapear on weekends then she went on a holiday with him for a week on a crues ..I had become the odd man out the third weel and they began to make me feel like i was in the way of them being together  at least thats how i felt ''My wife hung her panties on the door to tell me not to come into the room more times as the weeks went by it seemed like i wasent welcome anymore ....