i continued my crush on my aunt not understanding my feelings after seeing her calender on nude women. my bro had a similar crush on a cousin. that douche even had a plastic baby doll named after her. she got married and he was crushed. i flipped him so much shit, he never knew about my crush. ever. when i learned about sex in school, i understood my feelings a little better and started  masterbating, every day. i bought a 10 speed just before i turned 16, with some mowing money and a started going to my aunts house regularly. that fall at my mom's birthday party my aunt as a gag i guess, gave mom a calender of nude men. mom was all wierd and googoo gaagaa about these men, my aunt was playing along, and my bros were all looking and commenting even my dad. it was all a little to wierd for me, i didn't look or act weird like them.

 the following summer just after school was out, i was really fucking bummed. i found out that marrying my aunt was incest and against the law a few weeks prior. just the past weekend the girl i was dating friend zoned me. my life was really sucking. i went to get some cerial and spilled it on the floor, so i got the broom out of the closet and swept it up. when i put the broom back i saw that calender, hanging on a hook. the month was current. i found myself looking at thier hairy legs and pits, eventually their hairy cocks and balls. i continued to flip through the pics and i saw 1 that i thought man he's nice looking, it was weird but i continued to look. pretty soon i realised i was fanticising about licking his hairy legs, ass, pits and balls and sucking his cock. my cock was throbbing so hard i unzipped my pants right there in the kitchen and masturbated. i came so fucking hard and a lot. that was the first time i ate my own sperm. i used that calender several times. eventually in the shower i tried some anal play with my finger. after my grandma passed away i spent a lot more time at my aunt's house. mowing her lawn, fixing a loose hinge on the screen door. she would always thank me and give me a hug and a soft wet kiss on my cheek and tell me she loved me. i would tell her i loved her too and go home and masterbated, and maybe even eat my cum...