i was born to abusive parents, thus grooming me to fall in love with my aunt. she was the exact opposite from her sister our mother. my aunt Marliyn was loving considerate, compassionate, empathetic and affectionate. i had a crush on her as far back as 5 years of age. she also didn't shave her legs and i wanted to kiss them and feels that soft fuzz on my lips. she nevr married and took care of our grandparents until they passed away.

 when i was 7 yoa and my 2 bros that were 1, and 2 years older were ther for sunday dinner after church. we were raised strict catholic, my aunt was eposcopal. we were playing hide and seek. we weren't allowed in our parents bedroom so i never looked in my aunt's of grandparents rooms.  i looked out side, up the alley, in the garage, everywhere. i was about to sit down and watch my aunt help cook dinner and look at her beauticul legs. my bro tom came behind me and said come and look at this. he took me inter marilyn's room, tim was in the walk in closet, he pulled back a nighgown on a hook and there was a calender, and adult calender of nude adult women. i was guilty of being in an adults bedroom, guilty of looking at adult nude women, but i had ths warm fuzzy feeling in my gut. i now know what the woman i had a crush on looks like when she is naked. i didn't just want to kiss her legs, i wanted to kiss her breasts, butt, back, tummy...