Here i am at 2am laying in bed on sunday morning nothing new for me my head is in overfrive again and i feel guilty about something as well ''i did something behinde my dads back ''i went out with his best friend paul .''or as i call him Mr walters ''Yes i call him Mr walters i have known him for most of my life and growing up i called him Mr walters and i still do now even in bed as we have sex i call him that its a habit. The other day i was at the coffee shop and i met up with paul and we sat together for a few minutes i had on my knew outfit //my new avatar pic is the outfit i had on//it was my first time wearing my new pink silk skirt and off the sholder sweater even my heels where new and believe me my feet hurt like hell it takes a while to work in new heels ''Paul said i looked amazing and asked if i wanted to go out for dinner i said yes 'then called my dad and did something i never do i lied to him i told him i was going out with some friends ..You see my dad dosent like me spending time with paul unless hes there and having sex with him alone is forbiden my dad would kill us both if he ever found out i was having sex with paul without him there to make sure i was treated right ...

Paul was like a member of the family i have always known him he even baby sat me when my parents wanted to go out hes funny and has always made me laugh seeing him there with my dad drinking beer was normal .i would have never thought that one day i would be sucking his cock in front of my dad ''life is so crazy''Paul took me out for dinner then invited me over to his place so we went It felt so strange being there with him without my dad around i wasent a stranger to his bed i have been in it a few times while my dad sat and wached but this time was so different. paul even looked wierd he was shy and in some wierd way looked older neather one of us knew how to act without my dad there and maybe we both felt guilty about being together alone like we where ..

We sat together and he gave me a beer im not big on beer i dont realy like the taste but i needed something to help me relax a little and the taste gets better after a few ''Paul was quiet and very shy total different person from when my dad is there it was so wierd ''i began to see a little bit of the paul i knew after he had a few beers and things began to feel normal around him ''i told him my feet hurt from my new heels and he offered to rub them for me so i sat sideways on the couch and paul rubed my feet his strong hands where so amazing i could see him looking up my skirt so i opend my legs to give him a better view then his hand made its way up my leg and soon was touching my satin panties .

Paul is a great kisser and we made out for a few minutes his fingers jentaly massaged my pussy out side my panties .Paul took me upstairs to his room as we went up stairs he held my hand and i looked around like i was looking for my dad but he wasent there i was nervouse about being alone with him its was so different like it was our first time together its hard to explane the feelings i was having .before this i would suck pauls cock so my dad could see me do it it was all about putting on a show for my dad but this was all about me and paul not dad and it made me feel a little scared inside without the securety of my dad being there ''Paul stood behinde me and began to touch me his hands went up my sweater and he touched my boobs then made his way down to my ass i could feel his hard cock pressed onto my ass ''he kissed my neck a few times before turning my around and kissing me ''i opend his jeans and unziped him the he pulled them down he was wearing his tight spandex underware and i could see the full outline of his big hard cock i ran my hand along his cock then got down on my knees and kept touching his cock outside his sexy underware i love the way his cock looks as it sits inside those shiny tight sexy underware even his ass feels amazing as my hands slide along the spandex .

I pulled down the front of his underware keeping them on in the back so i could feel his ass as i sucked on his cock paul held my hair as i went to work on his hard cock taking it into my mouth it wasent long before he was fucking my face ''i kept looking up and telling him''/I like that mr walters// Paul went down on me and ate my pussy for the longest time and it was freshly shaved and perfectly smooth just for him to enjoy i love the feeling of his scruffy 3 day old beard it feels so good on the inside of my thighs and crotch as he licks my pussy and ass ;;we spent over a hour he would eat my pussy then i would suck his cock we went back and forth just pleasuring each other my pink skirt was around my waist and thats all i had on whe  paul grabed me and was ready to give me his cock He put me on my back and opend my legs he fingerd me a few times to get me nice and wet then grabed his cock and placed it into my pussy i arched my back as i felt him go in .I cant explane it but when i felt him go into me it seemed so strange it felt like this was not for fun anymore before with my dad i fucked paul because it was fun for my dad to see and i always looked at my dad when paul first puts his cock into me but there was no dad to look at i had to look at paul and that changed everything it felt so serious now like we where a couple having sex ..

Even paul looked different he had this very intence look on his face and looked into my eyes as he fed me his cock he went so slow letting me take it all in just looing into my eyes even his cock felt different it seemed bigger now ..Sex for me has just been fun but this time it wasent it felt amazing but there was no giggling as he tickled me or telling my dad it felt good it was just me and paul having sex and for the next hour or so we did just that we fucked like crazy and when he came inside me he pulled out and made me eat his cum off his cock ''After the sex we layed there together i had my head on his chest as he played with my hair it was quiet and all i could think of was my dad and how i felt like i just cheated on him my guilt started right away i felt so bad about lying to my dad and being thee with paul ..

It wasent easy to go home after that and see my dad the first thing i did was take a long shower before even talking to my dad then i couldent look him in the eyes that night after my mom went to bed i thought if i gave my dad a blowjob it would make me feel better but it did not so i layed in bed looking at my cieling and hateing myself ..Maybe you can tell me if what i did was wrong ...