It had taken an unauthorized break from Service in early February due to family issues and stress. While Master allowed it to continue, it was made clear that it doesn't get to decide anything and must ask Master for consideration, approval and wait till it has permission prior to ever acting on its own again. Master has also stated it will be given a severe beating next time it is in Sirs home to help its little brain fully undeerstand it is no longer a person, it is a pet and an object.

It is glad to be back in service as it isn't really capable of being on its own, outside of Sirs control. It knows at its very core that it is nothing but a weak, pathetic loser whose only purpose is to serve its Master. It understands it is different than real Men and Women. It is not worthy of respect, dignity, privacy or autonomy. it is not a person, it is owned by a person.

Although it is scared of a severe beating it understands it is necessary to get through its head to accept it is not in any position to make a decision, and it will profusely thank Sir as it knows it takes a lot of effort on the part of a Man to administer a severe beating.

As it continues in service to Master it understands it will continue to lose more dignity, privacy and autonomy as Sir shapes it into a useful object and/or pet for Himself. For itself it will continue to be thankful, appreciative and honored that Master is taking the time out of His busy life to train this chubby old faggot to be of use. Thank You Sir!!