Growing up i didnt have a dad it was just me and mom and she was buisy all the time so that alowed me to have alot of freedom i could sleep at anyones house with out asking first so all those nights getting the shit fucked out of me i never had to explane to her where i was all night .mom was totaly blinde to my drug and alcohol problems or she didnt care maybe a little of both .Teras dad Roger was the closest thing to a father figure i had and when i had sleep overs with tera i felt like her parents where mine and i even called him dad some times .Roger loved it when i called him daddy as i sucked his cock or he was fucking me it seemed to realy turn him on .There was this cheep motel in walking distance of the house it took about 15 minutes to get there''I would meet Teras dad there a few times a week to get high and drunk and he would have sex with me .

Tera was the same size as me and we would share clothes there was times when roger would bring teras clothes with him usualy a skirt and sweater along with her panties and bra he would get me to dress in her clothes and call him daddy he liked to fuck me dressed in teras clothes leaving me fully dressed just pulling the panties to one side ''he would call me tera and i called him daddy ..

Roger was strange he liked wierd stuff when it came to sex and for most of it i was the first girl he did it with he never did this stuff with his wife ''his bigest fantacy was his dream of his daughter tera and having sex with her he loved it when i had her clothes on it made him crazy and he would fuck for hours calling me tera .his other crazy fetish was making me puke ;;roger told me that after seeing me puke that first time it turned him on so much he needed to see me do it again so one night he wanted me to stick my finger down my throat but it didnt work so he had me bend over the toilet and he put his finger down my throat nothing hapend he got so mad because i couldent puke ;;roger put me on the bed with my head over the edge and forced his cock down my throat itwent so far down i did puke alot and he was so happy to see me do it and it became a regular thing for him to do he loved the feeing of my worm puke all over his cock and legs he would fuck me on the floor getting my puke all over himself the more puke the more he got excited there was nights we where coverd from head to toe in puke then showerd together ..

I was introdused to all kindes of kinky stuff there was this one older guy that loved to put clear plastic bags over my head and poke a hole where the mouth was then fuck my mouth hard he said he loves the feeling of the plastic bag and my hot mouth it makes him horny as fuck ''he also liked to put the bag over my head with out the hole and fuck me as i ran out of air and began to panic he would keep a tight grip on myneck waiting until the last second to remove the bag .

There was this one old guy that just licked my feet its all he ever wanted to do he would remove my shoes and lick my feet sucking on my toes and jst licking the bottom then he would rub his hard cock with my feet then cum all over them he never touched me any where els just my feet .there was another man that would jerk off and look at me as he talked dirty to me he would tell me things he was going to do to me as he jerked off then he wouls cum and say thank you that all ..

there was 2 men that would want me after i had been with someome els just before them they wanted me full of cum and smelling like sex they wanted me well used and dirty .They would meet me at the motel and the first thing they both did was smell my breath and see if it smelled like cum then they would smell my pussy and ass as i told them about what i just did with some other guy it made them crazy .both of them would put there cocks into then pull out and get cum all over there hard cocks then tell me to lick it all off they did this many times untill there cocks came out kleen and the cum was all gon then they would lick my pussy and ass before fucking me and filling me with fresh cum .

There was so many different kinky things some liked me in stockings others not they liked my soft legs the one thing they all had in common was there love of me in heels eather my shoes or boots they all incisted on me wearing heels they loved holding the heel as they fucked me .there was two older men one was the oldest man i had sex with he was 78 yerars old and i always had to put his viagra on his tongue for him ;These two men loved it when i was on my period they would get me to text them when i was on my rag so they could hook up with me it was something they loved just seeing my tampons made them go insane one of them would finger me for several minutes he said there was something about how it feels and smells that he gets very turned on with and the sight of my blood on his hand made him crazy horny .

Both of them loved the feeing of my pussy when i was on my period they said it felt creamy and so dirty they would bring plastic garbage bags to put under me so it wouldent make a mess on the bed .the two of them would tell me that the biggest thing for them was seeing the tampon inside my pussy and pulling on the little string and seeing my tampon comming out all coverd in blood one of them would put the tampon into a small sandwich bag and keep it the other guy would take the tampon and rub it onto his hard then place the tampon on my chest before fucking me ..

Its funny how you dont see people untill the door is closed then you see them for who they realy are they all seemed so nice and inocent out side but when we where alone and the door was closed thats when you see the real man.there was old randy he was so sweet and jental out side and in public but when we where alone and the door was closed he changed into this crazy man he loved to pull my hair and force me to my knees face fucking me hard calling me a dirty slut it was his fantacy to be dominant and forcfull .. 

They all new what i wanted and before anything happend that took out there little pills and  something to drink  most of them would put the pill on my tongue and give me something to wash it down with then a few minutes of touching they could see my eyes going glossy and my body getting looser and they knew i was ready to be abused and used .

There was only one time i broke down and cryed during sex and that was because of Roy he was a 6foot7 68 year old black man my first black man ever and he put all the rummers about black mens big cocks to reality for me .I was over at georges house and having a few drinks thats when Roy came over all 6 foot 7 of him we sat there for a few minutes and had a drink then george gave me a escatsy pill and the fun began both george and roy took viagra and i was soon looing at the bigest black cock i had ever seen i mean holy fuck it was scary even as high as i was this was way to big for me i had to turn my head to one side and put the head of his cock into my mouth them turn back straight before trying to get it in my mouth my mouth was at its max as it went in a bit even then i had to use both hands to stroke it as it sat in my mouth ;;george said it looked amazing my white skin with his black cock he told me i looked so little with him .It was so hard to relax and just let roy get his cock into me even his hands where so big on my chest and hips but its when he tryied to get his cock into my pussy holy shit it was like someone was putting a two by four into me it hurt so bad i began to cry george held my hand and told me to relax and roy pushed into me slowly he got half of his cock into me and began to slowly fuck me holding my legs open with his big hands george kept commenting on how much my pussy was stretch out he thought roy was going to rip me apart .when roy blew his load into me it was so big i could feel it hit the top of my puusy inside and it made me so slipery roy was abel to go further and fuck me more the entire time i was crying for him to stop but george kept cheering him on telling him to go further and put it all into my pussy ..

There has been so many different kinky men in my life and i have fucked them all for nothing more than a pill or whatever they had that i could get high on or drunk on i have been so high that i was gang banged by 10 guys and never even rememberd it i just came down off my buzz and found myself in a motel naked and coverd in cum there was a few condoms on the bed and on me the after tast of cum was strong in my mouth and my pussy was burning the same way my ass was the cum dripping out of both holes ''my wrists where red from being held down and my ass was red from being spanked so much my body felt like i had worked out in the gym for 24 hours straight i crawled to the bathroom and got into the shower  and sat there as the water hit my body and i cryed my eyes out not because of what they did to me but because i hated what i have become a cheap slut that with fuck amy guy for a cheep high .......