I am disgusting. I find things arousing that are disgusting.
The worse man treat me, the more i deserve it.
I enjoy exposing myself online on sites and getting notifications of strangers all around the world. They write me how disgusting i am, how they rather see me dead than put their cock in my stupid ugly holes.

Some tell me they want to find me, want to make me live in fear and fucked up in my head. I tell them to fuck off, but i always turn my head when i cross the streets - you never know, right?

They text me, show me websites where they posted my pictures or informations. I can't do anything because i am not the Admin of these Posts. Others see those and expose me then on other platforms. It all gets out of control and at the end i am nothing more than a web whore for men to laugh about.

I lie at evening in my bed and think about all those text messages i received. All the calls on my phone i had to block because it didnt stop for several hours. I think about all thos fat cocks that rubbed themselve on my pics. On the thought of making their most sadistic and extreme threats a reality.

I live in fear - but not enough.

Please continue and expose me.
Share me with your friends, on platforms. Even if i am already on there, just post me again and again.
Text me Screenshots of it. Show me what other men think of my ugly body. Of me. Show me where i am exposed and let me know that i will never have control.

My parents always told me to never post anything on the internet. Once online - always online.

Sorry mommy. I started this rabbit hole. Men from places i never heard of know me. My pictures. Maybe when i am 80 years old and on my death bed - maybe then some old bastard comes to me and tells me: "Do you remember this picture?" - right before showing me my ugly body, cunt and udders. I lay there - old and disgusting, a web whore in her prime years and the strangers starts to cum on my pictures while i have to watch. I was never anything else but a object for your enjoyment. And I will die with that shame.

Once online - always online.
Never let it die out.

I want to regret it. And i want to edge to my regret.

Thank you in advance.