Hello my name is Tammy ''Yes im the slut my husband tells you about ''we both joined the site together andy my husband has been writting to you in secret and i loged in to see them i have read his blogs and i will be honest with you my husband is telling the truth its all true ''i mean there is way more to tell he has only told you a very small part of what i did and still do ..I remember the night roger put his cock in my mouth Roger is my best friend Teras dad I knew him for a few years and i trusted him that night was so wierd i was so sick from drinking and he took care of me so when he showed me his cock i had no idea what to do my head was spinning around ''He kept touching my face and telling me i was pretty and he loved my sexy outfit ''when he put his cock in my mouth i just sat there and let him do it he had my hair in his hand and he did all the work fucking me face it lasted only about 15 seconds then i felt it come out he blew his load into my mouth he held my head tight and forced me to swallow it ''When he was finished he pulled out and kleened me off .

Teras dad Roger was a single father and over the next 3 years as i made my way through my total insane teenage life he would end up fucking me 12 or 13 times some times alone and other times with other guys ''Roger would tell me he loved me and one day he will mary me and would joke about me being my friend teras mom if we did get maried .The day i fucked him and his friends he told me that he loved me and he wanted his friends to know how i looked naked because he was so proud to be with me .i was so high on ecstasy that night i went numb inside after the 3rd guy fucked me the other 5 after him i just layed there and let them have there fun i was mentaly in a totaly different world i could feel my body shaking and being moved around I felt them pushing there hard cocks into every hole i had there mumbled voices ecoed in my head even when i could feel every hole filled with cock and the cheering going on when they did it to me it was such a proud moment to them getting there cocks in me at one time ..

Ecstasy  is a crazy drug it makes every touch feel insane my skin tingles and when someone puts there hand on my skin its like heaven so fucking is way better it makes my pussy so sensitive inside making me cum over and over again and i can go for hours on it as well i once went for 5 hours with 5 older men on viagra ''Andy my husband only saw a small portion of the dirty things i did ''oh yes''i was way worst than what he thought ;One day i was talking to the school janitor mr petters he was this old man and he would allways say hi to me as he walked around with his broom he would tell me to be a good girl every day .mr petters was in his 60s and he always had cover alls on they where blue ''One day i was in the bathroom having a quick toke of a joint and he walked in and caught me he said he had to report me to the office i beged him not to we went to his room where he took his breaks and we talked he asked me if i like smoking drugs i said yes its ok he told me he likes it as well and he has alot of weed and hash and if i want some he will give it to me ''he then told me he heard all the rumers about me and my nick name ''head queen''well it wasent long before i was on my knees in that room with his very hard cock in my mouth ''you know that was one time i sucked a old guys cock when i wasent high or drunk ..

My need to be high or drunk or both at the same time was way stronger than my pride or self care i found myself doing things that i couldent believe was even hapening .My husband told you about old man George the old man with all the drugs and boos and yes i did go to the bush party with him and suck his cock in the bushes its all true'' i was fucked up  ''George was a pharmacy he had all kinds of stuff there was molly and ecstasy weed hash he had it all and alcohol ..He gave me anything i wanted and i gave him my body to play with .George was a very strange man he got off on some wierd shit he would take viagra and i would do some molly then i would lay there as he placed different things into my pussy and ass it was strange but he got off on doing it .he would fuck me with a carrot and a cucumber then his toothbrush and the neck of a beer bottle he could go for hours just putting things into my pussy and ass then he would fuck me like crazy .I tell you for a old guy he could fuck for hours he was the first man to make me squert out of my pussy ''the drug molly made every thing better george felt good under the covers as long as i was high but when i came down and wasent i would realise how he made me sick his wrinkled face and body his dirty grey beard had yellow stains around his mouth from all the smoking he did he was 2 pack a day cigaret guy and between cigarets he smoked weed so he had this yellow stain on his beard around his mouth kissing him was like licking a ash tray ..

But when i was on ecstasy or molly i couldent see that i was blinded by the drugs and his big cock made me feel good there where many nights i would keep my eyes closed all night georges cock was uncut or as i like to call it a doggy dick ''i had never seen one before so he had to show me how to pull the skin back to make the head come out befor putting it into my mouth .. George loved to wach me with his friends he would sit and wach for hours as his old man friends fucked me over and over again keeping me high so they could use me all night i made alot of older mens fantacys about being with a young girl come true over the next few monthes .there was a few men that just wached and wouldent touch me they would jerk off as they wached george undress me and see me get fucked George would bend me over the foot stool and pul my hair back and tell me to wach his friends blow there loads one at a time then when they all did i had to sit there naked as they drank together ..sometimes when his friends where there he would get mad because they would touch me then george would slap me in the face and yell at me and say//what the fuck is wrong with you my cock is hard and you are just sitting there //then he would take out his cock and force me to suck it in front of his friiends then when he was finished with me he would push me over to them and tell the guys i was all theres to play with .As they pulled all my clothes off i would go to my happy place and they fucked me like crazy ..

My life was so fucked up i never wanted to face it so i needed to be high all the time just so i wouldent have to deel with reality so i had to do things to make sure i always had something to get high with George was the best thing i had he had everything in one place every day i would go to his place and give him what he wanted for drugs ''I was the entertainment at his place i would get high and walk around sitting on different guys laps letting them touch me and stick there fingers into me it was a social club and i kept every one hard and horny and as the night went on i would let them put there cocks into what ever hole they wanted it was there choice ''I tell you by the end of the night evey hole was raw and hurt and i had cum dripping out of my ass and pussy after they all left george would put his cock into my ass and pussy and feed me the cum inside using his cock he loved doing that ''

The thing with drugs you never know you have a problem the world you are in when your high on them becomes your reality and you get lost in it and what seemes bad and crazy to every one around you is normal to you as long as your high on something .There was no feelings in me for anyone i just played along with them and when i wouldent they would slap my face or pull my hair to get me started again there where nights i would lay in a bed all night with my legs open and any guy there could come up and fuck me when he wanted i was the fuck toy for any man that needed to get off  george would give me my molly or ecstasy and send me to the room some night there could be up to 20 guys there and by the end of the night every one of them had at least one go at me .I never knew what hole they where going to fuck but they only had about 5 minutes each there was a little timer just out side the door and as they came in they had to set it for 5 minutes and when the bell went off they had to leave the room and the next guy came in some men came back in 4 or 5 times before  they could cum but the 5 minuute rule was strickly enforced so every one had there chance with me ''if you tryed to stay longer you where put into a time out and couldent come back in for a houre ..

There where many nights when there was a line and they fucked me non stop with only seconds between each guy then they would get together and share me one in my pussy and one in my mouth or ass as the night came to a end they began to come in just to touch me one last time before leaving some would put there cocks into me for a second or two others put there fingres in my ass or pussy then made me kiss there cocks good night .

I made alot of old men happy and hard and i was used like a fuck doll by every one of them some where a little more crazy than otheres like this one old guy Fred he was the sweetest old man untill he got me behinde closed doors then he became a crazy man .Fred had fucked me before at georges place a few times but this one night we where alone at his place i went with him like a lost puppy because he had some good weed i had already taken ecstasy so i was flying high at the time fred took a viagra and was ready to fuck me .He took out the joint and we smoked it thats when it hit me hard and i passed out i was only out for a minute by when i came too fred already had my panties off and was deep inside my pussy fucking me hard i remember comming to and my body shaking like crazy as he pounded me ''when he saw me open my eyes he slaped my face and said ''i couldent wait for you to wake up i had to get into you ''that old man fucked me for hours in every hole i had i never new a man could cum that many times in one night ..

I think i have writen enough for now but i will continue there is so much i need to get out and tell .....