It was so crazy and maybe wrong to get so involved with paul that night and morning after the sex me and paul layed in bed for over a houre just touching each other and admitting to each other how we each felt about each other i told paul that i have had feeling for him for about 3 years and he told me he had the same feelings for me ''i knew my husband was down stairs waiting for me and paul to come down but i wanted to spend as much time with paul as i could so i put my husband out of my head and focast on the man in my bed ..After we had a second shower we went down stairs we found andy my husband sitting in the kitchen so we joind him and had a coffee at first it was quiet no one  said anything we just siped our coffee .

A few minutes later paul began to talk to andy and things became more open between us and at one point i was standing up with paul and he had his arms around my waist holding me tight  my husband was sitting down at the tabel the feeling was so wierd because it felt like paul was my husband and andy was the friend that was visiting ''paul held me tight in front of my husband he even kept kissing my neck as we stood there i wached my husband as paul enjoyed himself behinde me pulling me in tight so i could feel his cock getting harder ..

Paul was ready to go another round up in the room and so was i all that neck nibbling and pressing his cock on my ass had me horny as hell and pauls cock was like a drug i needed it inside me badly it had been about 2 hours sence i felt him inside me and i wanted him more than ever .Paul sat down on the chair and pulled me down onto his lap by my waist his cock pressed into my ass and he wisperd into my ear ''i need you now ''i looked at my husband and said ''would you be ok if i went upstairs with paul for a while ''my husband paused for a minute then shrugged his shoulders like he didnt care what i did so i took paul back up to the bedroom leaving my husband sitting alone in the kitchen .

The next hour or so was crazy im sure my husband heard us loud and clear down there as we fucked our brains out i thought we where going to break the bed at one point ''Its crazy the way you will do things with one person but not another like the way i dont like sucking my husbands cock it never did anything for me sexualy and i also never liked it up my ass with my husband but when im with paul i want to suck his cock i want to feel his cock explode into my mouth i cant believe how much i want to feel that with him i even did something i never thought i would do with paul ''Oh yes and it was so good ;Paul was rubbing his cock along my ass it was his way of telling me he wanted to fuck my ass ''if that was my husband i would have backed away and said no to him ''but it wasent my husband it was paul so i moved my ass towards him to say go ahead give me your cock up my ass '' so he tryed but after his cock head went in it was to dry and my ass was very tight so i did something i never did before i actualy put his cock into my mouth after it was in my ass at first it was just the head but after i got it all wet he put it a little further then back to my mouth so i could get it wet again we did this a few times untill his cock was fully in my ass ..

I had no care that his cock was in my ass when i put it into my mouth i was so into him i just wanted him inside me it meant everything to me and when he blew his load into my ass and his cock began to move freely oh my god it made me go insane i lost all controle of myself yelling out ''fuck my ass ''fuck my ass''and he did believe me he fucked me good his cum made my ass so slipery his cock moved in and out making me go crazy i had never felt like that before and when he touched my pussy and began to jentaly rub it that pushed me over the edge and it happend i came like never before i felt like i had to pee but it wasent pee i had no controle over myself it just came out ''paul yeld out ''thats my girl''paul parked his cock in my ass for a minute or two letting me feel him inside me then he pulled out so i went down on him and put his cock back into my mouth ''that must have realy turned him on because he blew his load into my mouth again after just a few seconds ..

Things where very different after paul left between me and my husband at first he did not talk about it he was very quiet but later that night after a few drinks he opend up and told me he regrets doing it ..He said that thinking and fantasizing is one thing but actualy seeing your wife gettig fucked but another guy is very different ..he told me that it was fun at first just seeing me on his lap and him touching me it all seemed like just inocent fun ''But when his cock came out and my nightie came off his crazy fun fantasy became real and his feeings began to change for the worst it wasent fun anymore or did it make him horny ''this was not the fun this was wrong and he wanted to stop ''

My husband told me that his heart sunk into his stomach when he saw me put pauls cock into my mouth and enjoy it the way i did but the worst for him was seeing his cock go into my pussy because he knew he cant go back and stop it from hapening .i had another man inside me and i liked it my husband had to wach his wife having great sex with another man and he felt so small he said thats why he left the room he felt like a looser and he needed to be alone ..

I felt bad after knowing what i did maybe i should have gon down to see if he was ok but i didnt i was so into paul and the feelings i was having for him i put paul infront of my husband and maybe thats selfish of me but he wanted this and started it all all i did was go with it its not my problem that it didnt work out for him and it did for me ..

We talked alot about what hapend but never said it wouldent hapen again i gues my husband just thought it was a one time thing but a few days later when paul came over we couldent keep our hands off each other it just happend again and another all nighter with my husband sleeping in the guest room . Its crazy to think that in just two nights i swallowed more of pauls cum than in the 7 years with my husband ''i have had pauls cock in my mouth more times in two nights than my husbands cock in 7 years its crazy to think about ..

After the second time with paul things became crazy between us i had no problem going up to paul when he was over and just pulling his pants down and sucking his cock right in front of my husband one time my husband was with paul in the basement just hanging out and i went down there in my panties and bra went up to paul and got onto my knees and sucked his cock until he came in my mouth and when he was finished i stood up and looked at my husband and opend my mouth to show him the big load of cum i had then swallowed it and walked back up stairs ..

I have become a very different woman i was once very shy and inocent but now im not i love being naughty and dirty and i dont care what my husband thinks of me i love sex and being kinky i love doing things with men that i dont do with my husband i love having secrets and knowing i have been very naughty and he has no idea about any of it ..

My husband has no idea that i have had two men at the same time or that i have had group sex and even sucked 7 guys in one night and swallowed every drop of cum they gave me i have layed on my back in a hotel and let guys fuck me for hours so many of them that when i stood up the cum went down my legs from being so full and i never even knew anyones name ..Paul has introdused me to so much new things and introdused me to many new men ...