I suspect I'm like lots of middle aged men in sexless marriages. I come here to escape sexual boredom. I guess this blog will act as sort of a journal and additional insight into my posts. So the question is, where to begin. 

I think you have start at the very begining. I guess it started with my dad's copies of Playboy. You may not believe this, but I remember I was in Kindergarten, 5 years old, when I discovered my dad's stash of Playboy magazines. It was Christmas, 1965 my older brother, who always got me into trouble, decided we should hunt for our Christmas presents. He killed the idea of Santa Clause there and then and explained to me it was mom and dad who actually gave the presents.

He sent me into the master bedroom to search for presents. Nothing in their closet. Nothing in the master bathroom. I started looking through Dad's chest of Drawer and in the bottom drawer, I did not find presents, but a stack of Playboy magazines. I stopped looking for presents. The images of the centerfolds and all the models probably jump started my libido.

I remember there was an article on the latest Bond movie and the Bond girls and I told my mom that when I grow up and turn 17 I'm going to be an actor so I can always be around naked women. Mom said, "Interesting, we'll see what happens between now and then." I didn't realize it, but she did, she knew I was getting sexual stimulation other than normal childhood curiosity. 

I don't remember what I got for Christmas that year, but i do remember discovering Playboy. 

More to follow on another day