I went to the gym yesterday, by myself. I had planned to go there on Monday with my bestie but I canceled it. My butt still hurt too much from the anal sex I had.

I have talked to the old black guy every time I see him there after he helped me like a month ago. That's almost every time I'm there so I think he's there quite often. He's also pretty muscular so I would be surprised if he doesn't go there several days a week.

So yesterday when we talked he said something like "I'm sure a pretty girl like you have a date for Valentine's day". I don't, so I told him that I don't have any plans. Then he said like if I wanted to do something instead of staying at home we could see a movie or have something to eat. He didn't ask if I wanted to go to a movie or having dinner with him. Now I don't know if he wants to be nice so I don't have to be alone or if he wants to go on a date. I don't know what I want. He's a nice, good looking guy so that's not the problem. He's so old. If he was my age I would definitely go out with him. We didn't exchange any contacts but I'll go to the gym tomorrow and I'm sure I'll meet him there and must have made up my mind by then.