I talked recently to the black guy I've sex with from time to time. He called me and asked if I was busy this weekend. I'm not so we decided to meet.

It means we're going to have sex. Based on what he said last time that he really hoped we could have anal, I think that's what we're going to have. Do I want it? Both yes and no. It's going to be the biggest cock that has ever fucked my ass. It's not impossible it's going to be the biggest cock in my life. So I want to give it a try. Show him I'm a trooper and can handle his big cock up my ass. But I'm afraid of how painful it may be. I hope I'm wrong and that it will only be happiness and pleasure.