Its 2am on a sunday and here i am laying in bed with a brain in overdrive i just dont know why my brain wont shut off ''th house is so quiet and the only light is from my lap top ''The ony play time i had with dad this weekend was when my mom went shopping and me and dad had about 2 hours alone so we made the most of it ''i tell you'' mom wasent more than 30 seconds out that door i had my dads shorts down and i was on my knees in the kitchen my dad wached mom drive away from the window as i slid his hard cock into my mouth .Im not sure why but there are times my dads cock just seems different maybe its just me it just seems like i want it more at times like at that moment in the kitchen i couldent wait i needed to feel his cock in my mouth so bad .

My dad must have felt the same because after a few seconds of me sucking his cock he grabed me and picked me up then took me up to my room then put me down and pulled my panties down my panties where still around my knees as he slid his cock into me it was as if he couldent wait to feel my hot pussy around his cock ''my dad paused for a few seconds when he had his cock inside me and he had this look like he was happy and where he needed to be he looked at me and said ''i love you baby girl ''and began to fuck me and for the next hour we went crazy on each other .

Last weekend was better mom went to her sisters so me and dad had the house all weekend ''Me and dad talked about jim and me alot you know him from my other blogs  the guy from school from cheerleader practice ;Hes ok just wierd thats all he spends so much time talking about how wrong it is being with a girl my age that our time having sex is short it seems like the only time he stops talking is when his cock is in my mouth .Anyways ''my dad wanted to see me with him again so i took jim to our secret place you know the same one me and dad go to to be alone ''I called dad to tell him i was on my way with jim and he headed there before us and hid in the bushes ' i had on my short white skirt and red sweater with my red satin panties ''Me and jim got to our spot and we began to make out jims hands went right to my ass and he lifted my skirt so he could feel my satin coverd ass .

Jim is nothing like my dad ''with jim its like a routine we make out as he feels my panties then i suck his cock for a while then he fucks me usualy in one position then we go our seperate ways i mean there is only so much we can do in the bushes i gues .Jim fucked me from behind with my panties on he just pulled them to one side its not easy for him because hes so much taller than me i try to stay on my toes for him to make it a little easyer .My dad got to see us from where he was and got a good 30 minute show then he went home and i got there a few minutes after him .

My dad freaks me out at times because he does the wierdest things There are times i just cant figure him out ''I got home and went up to my room mom was in the kitchen and dad came up to see me he came into my room and bent over then pulled my skirt up and took a long smell of my panties then licked them running his tongue along my ass and pussy over my satin panties then just said ''i love you'' and walked away ..It wasent untill later after mom was assleep that my dad came into my room again this time he took the same panties that where now in my laundry basket on top and began to smell them again then pulled out his cock and put it in my face so i began to suck on it ''I tell you he realy liked my panties he was smelling them and licking them he even put them in his mouth and he kept doing it untill he finaly came in my mouth ;then he just gave me back my panties and left my room .

Is this normal for men are there any other men that like that kinde of stuff ''I knew men liked panties but thats a bit much dont you think ''Even growing up i knew my dad loved panties i would be missing a pair sometimes and then they would come back and i did see my dad a few times in the laundry room touching and smelling them .i remember the first time i gave my dad a hand job using my panties he went crazy .Back when we began my dad loved it when i put on a panty fashon show me and dad would sit together and order different panties on line i put it in my name so mom wouldent suspect anything and when they came my dad would sit on my bed as i put each one on and walk around the room so he could look at me then he would pick his favorit and i would put them on so he could rub his cock onto my ass with them on untill he blew his load ..

Its not just panties its also stockings and anything silk or satin and shiny his favorit is black silk stockings with my latex dress .To be honest with you im not even sure if jim is more for my dad than myself i mean i like him but im not sure if i have sex with him because i want to or its all for my dads enjoyment ''I feel stuck in a way because i dont realy have the same feelings for jim that i should have for a guy its hard to explane but i see him as a friend not a boyfriend but feel like i have to have sex with him for my dad if that makes any sence ''

Things where way better when it was just me and my dad then came andy and that made it wierd but my dad liked it so i went with it then it was jim and everything became way more crazy . but it just feels like i do it all for my dad Dont get me wrong i love sex and men but i miss the alone time with my dad the all night snuggling and just being together times i miss being my dads little girl and being in his arms back then my dad was the only man that ever touched me and that made it very special to me and when my dad told me i was his little girl i truly belived i was and for me i could have spent my life just being my dads little girl all i needed then was his touch''my god i was so happy just being under the covers with my dad spending the night just exploring our bodies there where times we said nothing for hours it was all about touching ''my dad would make sure he did not miss any part of my body even between my toes he would jentaly touch me he would tell me to close my eyes just so he could touch my eye lids ..

I felt so safe with my dad as i layed there in his arms and i alway have the best sleeps when i sleep with him ''i remember the first time we slept all night together it felt strange waking up naked next to my dad i got up before him and just looked at him there was this feeling like i was all grown up now because i spent the night with a man even though there was no sex just alot of touching ''hay i was younger then i didnt know better''

I do miss those days i mean me and dad still have those times but they dont feel the same as they did now that i have been with other men i gues you can say the inocent me is gon now .There are times when i just want my daddy but it seems like my dad has other plans and when all i want is my dads cock i end up with andys cock in my mouth as my dad waches there has been times when i dont even enjoy the sex because its not with the man i want to be with .There has been times when i just go through the motions of sex with andy for my dads pleasure but its not in my hart to be there .Its all a crazy show for my dad .

A few weeks ago i was so mad at my dad ''We had planed for a night of daddy daughter time mom went to her sisters for the weekend so we had the hous to ourselves  I even got a new red satin nightie with maching panties i was so excited to be alone with dad .we spent some time snuggling on the couch and having a few glasses of wine and just when i thought things where getting hot between us it all came crashing down ''there was andy at the door it seemed my dad invited him over he said it was just for a drink but i knew he wanted to see me and andy fuck again ''i was so mad at my dad ;After they had a few drinks i put on my new lingerie and waked around showing the two of them then told my dad i was taking andy up to my room so he could have me and he wasent invited .

I let Andy fuck me good that night just knowing my dad was sitting there all alone not being abel to see us it was about 2 hours later we came out of my room and dad was still on the couch i had on my new lingerie again and walked andy to the door then gave him a long kiss and he left .i walked by my dad and said nothing to him i was so mad ''my dad walked into the kitchen behind me and said he was sorry fot inviting andy over i shook my head at him and told him i wanted to be alone with him not andy .it was about 2 hours later i calmed down and we talked about it and it wasent long before i was sitting on his lap and telling him about what i just did with andy up in my room .In the end i did have a great nightwith my dad and found out that make up sex is amazing ..

Its funny because i went down on my dad and i slid his cock into my mouth then pulled it back out and looked at him then said ''im still mad at you daddy ''then put his cock back into my mouth .It was fun to pretend to be mad at my dad the entire time we had sex itnseemed to make it more exciting .i told my dad why i was so mad at him the next morning and he was sorry about everything and we had the rest of the weekend together ...