So here i am again in bed thinking way to much about crazy things it seems like my brain is working overtime the last few weeks ''I think alot about sex and being with the men im with ;you know there are some that think its crazy and wrong being with someone more than twice your age and that a older man is just a dirty old man ''i dont think that way for me its a preference i love older men its that simple and yes i get the ''daddy thing ''and maybe part of it is that after all my dad was the one that took my verginity .Dont get me wrong i have  tryed guys my age maybe not sex but i did make out with them and there was touching''but it never felt right there touch seemed cold and not very exciting there kiss had no passion it was like i was just there so they could touch a girl ..

Older men are very passionate and when im with them its all about me the way they look at me and touch me ,its like my first time with Jim the guy from my last blog the one from school ''that was so much fun meeting him one on one after seeing him in school for so long i had felt his worm hands on my body at cheerleader practice every time he helped me while doing flips and pyramids there where many times his hands would touch me where they should not and it wasent his fault i mean you cant help it when someone is going to fall you just catch them where your hands go is not in your controle .

After all the times i felt his hands on my body and the way we talked in school in a way i looked up to him and respected him ''That night we had sex with my dad waching in the closet was crazy Jim was so different than the man i knew in school just callig him by his first name seemed wierd i mean he has always been Mr Summers to me so it just seemed different to call him Jim That was untill the sex came into play then i called him Mr Summers it made it way better .I found out a few things about myself being with Jim like i find men with grey hair very sexy it was something i found out when jim was on top of me he had my legs open and was holding my heels i looked at him as he slid his cock into me and as i looked at his face i was so turned on by his gray hair it made me know that the man feeing me his cock and making me feel so amazing was way older than myself and it made me horny as hell .

Jims shyness was so cute the way he acted so scared to be there with me the way i had to hold his hand and show him it was ok to feel my body it took alot of convincing on my part but once it got started there was no going back .there was a few times i thought it wasent going to happen like after our first kiss jim said it was wrong for him to be there and he should go but i convinced him to stay . Im not sure if its because hes afraid to loos his job or because im so young but eather way the thaught of it being wrong made it very exciting for both of us .I tell this the next cheer practice was a little wierd seeing him there i could see him looking at me in my uniform and i kept smiling at him he looks so different now hes not just Mr summers anymore hes more to me now way more .

My dad teaches my things about sex and has been for a while now he showed me how to please a man with my mouth before that i thought it was just go in and out untill he came then it was all over but my dad showed me how wrong i was he showed me how lick his balls and slowly slide his hard cock into my mouth he even showed me to jently finger his ass as i sucked on his cock .Just between you and me there are things i do with my dad that i never do with anyone els like like the time me and dad where in a 69 possition i was sucking his cock as he licked my ass and fingerd my pussy i was so horny that without thinking i licked his ass and began to finger it as well it was one of those heat of the moment things .

My dad showed me that sex is not dirty or wrong its fun and exciting to be honest with you there are things i love about sex like when my dad or andy just help themselves to my body .Some times when Andy is over at the house with dad things get crazy i spend my time teasing them in my short skirts and sexy panties i even lift my top and flash them then run away or as they sit there drinking i keep walking by and bending over pretending to pick something up .One night i went into the kitchen to get a drink after walking by them and dad came in behinde me he grabed me from behinde and called me a naughty little girl then grabed my ass first over my skirt then under it he used one hand to grab my ass and his other hand to open his pants then he took out his cock and held it as he grabed my hair and forced my head down towards his cock then told me to open wide and he shoved his hard cock into my mouth i could hear my dad telling me to suck his cock forcing my head into his crotch he had a firm grip on my hair as he face fucked me .

at first its scary but i found out it was something i liked there is something about a strong man forcing me to have sex that makes it so exciting to me and after that time i began to tell my dad i did not want to have sex then tell him to force me .one night i was with my dad and andy and we wanted to do something new so we came up with this idea ''I went down to the pathway where me and dad go sometimes to be alone i had on my mini skirt and blue sweater :my dad and andy went down before me and hid in the bushes it was just getting dark out and the path was a bit scary ''i walked alone for a few minutes i had no idea where my dad and andy where so i was nervous about when they where going to come out .the idea was they would jump out and grab me then force me into sex ..

I walked along the path then out of no where they jumped out and placed a blindfold over my eyes then gaged me they pulled me into the bushes and pulled my panties down they took turnes fucking me and pulling the gage out of my mouth and replacing it with there cocks it wasent long before they came and it was all over then they took off the blinde fold and we went home and i spent the night snuggled up with the two of them in my dads bed and i tell you there is nothing better on a chilly night than being with two men all snuggled up under the covers .There are times i feel so horny and my feelings for my dad go over the top and when i have both my dad and andy together i feel so over the top having them touch me all over under the covers and the way they masage my body then feed me there hard cocks its amazing the one thing i love doing is making out with one as the other slowly fucks me from behinde the feelings i have as i kiss one long and passoinatly as the other fucks me slowly is so amazing i get so wet ..

Last night me and dad talked about Jim and he asked if i was going to see him again i know my dad wants me to so i think i will and see where it goes maybe one day i will have a three way with jim and andy and my dad wow that would be different and new ..