By now I was getting really into my growing stash of porn. My tastes were broadening slightly, too. My bisexual curiousity was increasing and the focus of a lot of my masturbation was fantasies involving women and cocks, and then shemales. The first shemale I saw was Sulka, who by today's standards was not all that attractive, but the combination of feminine and masculine sexuality was mindblowing to me. I had realized that cocks were incredibly arousing to me, but men themselves were of no interest sexually. But a shemale? Whole different story! I sought out as much as I could find, which in the pre-internet era was not at all easy.

Then one day I saw a photo of a guy sucking his own dick, and a lightbulb went off over my head. I was athletic and with a decent size cock, and much to my delight I found that it was actually pretty easy to get the head of my cock in my mouth. I'll never forget the feeling the first time my throbbing young cock pumped a big load of hot cum into my mouth. It was amazing.

I'd like to continue this, if you're interested. Please leave me some comments and tell me what you think, what your experiences were, whatever.