Continuing from the previous entry: 

At this point, around 16-17, I had a little experience with girls. I'd gone out with a couple, and made it to 'third base', but hadn't gone all the way yet. I went out with this one girl who had a really great body. She was on the tennis team and had really nice breasts. She was sweet and smart and fun to be with but for whatever reason we never fucked. We made out a lot and played with each other, so it was still pretty good while it lasted. I did use to get 'blue balls' though, and when I'd get home the first thing I'd do was take care of that sexual frustration.

I'd built up a decent collection of porn mags. Most of them were Gent, some Fling, a couple of Hustler, and a few of those dirty story digests. I didn't have access yet to real hardcore porn. The internet wasn't a thing yet, as this was in the 1980s. There was an adult bookstore a few towns away though, and I screwed up my courage one day and tried to go in, fearing that being underage would get me kicked out. They didn't even ask for an ID though, so I was in!

It was literally like being a kid in a candy store. So much porn! Things I'd never even imagined, it was overwhelming. They had video booths, where you could watch your choice of shitty quality porn loops for a few dollars. That first visit I browsed through a bunch of hardcore magazines, and ended up buying some very generic magazine with people fucking and sucking. It wasn't great, but it was my first hardcore mag, and it had a few pictures of cumshots. That was something I hadn't seen in photos and it was so exciting to see these women with cum on their faces, mouths, and tits. I jerked off a lot to that!

Do you have any similar experiences? I'd love to hear about them. 

To be continued...