A few months ago I had strained my back and felt like a massage would help. It was a Friday night and after the chiropractors office closed so I googled massage and found an Asian place that was open. As it turned out I had a very pleasant experience of having the somewhat embarrassing and wonderfully humiliating experience of having a cute Chinese girl giving my flaccid 2” penis a tug after almost 40 minutes of her strong hands on my back side. I was immediately shocked when she took the small towel off my ass and proceeded to work on my back and arms and legs and ass. I am naive enough not to have had any real expectations of the rumored happy ending but there were quite a few moments while I was face down that her hands were sweeping across butt when her fingers brushed my ass hole. At first I wasn't sure if she was just close but after she continued I could tell she was right on my hole.  When she was working  my legs her oily hands kept sliding up between my legs and repeatedly bumping my ball sack. I started thinking maybe a happy ending might happen. Eventually she paused and came around and whispered in my ear. I couldn't  understand what she was saying and as I opened my eyes i saw her trying to hand me something. I couldn’t understand what she was trying to tell me at first but figured out she was handing me a small pillow and telling me to roll over onto my back. As I did, there were a few giggles and more things she was saying that I couldn’t understand as she started to rub my chest for a few minutes. I couldn't believe it at first but as she worked on my chest she kept tweaking my nipples which I thought was pretty hot. She moved down and rubbed around my belly for a few minutes and occasionally would say something in Chinese. I felt so wonderfully exposed and imagined she was making fun of my tiny dick. She started to lightly flutter her fingers around my little parts. In her high pitched giggle she said “ you no like? Your dick soo small not get hard” She got pretty aggressive and was soon pulling on my little scrotum and penis. I couldn’t understand what she was saying but it sounded encouraging, maybe teasing and she was smiling. She was very attractive. I was impressed with her technique and her aggressiveness. I enjoyed the idea that she was enjoying almost hurting me and the few times she looked up at me and we made eye contact were memorable. She actually was starting to get me a little more than completely limp when I tapped out and told her maybe next time. She looked relieved and smiled and said something I didn’t understand. I left glowing from the experience of having my little limp boy clit exposed and treated roughly by a cute young woman. I had discovered a whole new source of humiliation.

Yes, I’ve been back a couple times since and have had sessions with her and one of the other young women at that shop. I have also had two massages at another Asian parlor in town and had pretty similar wonderful experiences. After that first experience I have always gone with my ass plugged. I love allowing these strangers, pretty young women to see me with my ass filled. I love being exposed like this and imagining their thoughts and the humiliation of it is incredible.  The second time I went I made an appointment with Amy, my first masseuse, because I had such a good experience. When the towel came off it took a few minutes ass she started getting my back oiled up before she stopped and giggled and started her high pitched chatter until I felt her poking down on the end of the plug. I lifted my ass up and she came around and whispered something to me. With her face a foot away from me I told her it was massaging me from the inside. Her pretty face smiled and she said OK and went to work with the regular part of the massage. As we got to the point where she had me roll over, this time I sat up on one elbow and watched her. She looked amused and I said “ I have a little boy dick” and she giggled. After quite a few minutes she probably realized, like the first time, I wasn’t gonna get hard for her she started talking in Chinese and I heard her say baby dick and no good a few times. I was in heaven. Seeing this attractive young girl pulling on my little limp pud and calling me a baby dick sent me over the edge and I leaked out my little load. Her giggle turned into a little laugh as she smeared my thin dribble around her hand and my belly before cleaning me up with a warm towel.  It was so amazing and such a humiliating hour with her. I have been going about once a month since then and am enjoying exposing my little clit to more and different pretty women.

UPDATE 2/15/26

 So the giggling Chinese girls have been to much to resist. Last night it dawned on me that it might be more humiliating if I let them see me in my sissy underwear. So I wore a nice bra, knowing that they would be able to see the mark on my skin after I had taken it off but I wore one of my favorite pair of stretch lace boy shorts that make my little nub look sexy. As I was getting ready and remembering how the girl at the first place loved seeing my ass plug so I put in a medium size pink crystal one and finished getting dressed. As I walked in to the place I was greeted by a lady I hadn't seen before. She was probably in her late thirties, older than the other girls I had met at the two other places and not as sweet looking. To be continued

UPDATE 4/5/26

Well, turns out for $60 I can show a strange women my sissy self dressed up in panties and a bra and get to listen to them giggle and commen AND get a bit of a massage.! Soo worth it!!! I am up to about 8 different women now at three different spas and can't even begin to tell you how wonderful and freeing this new discovery has been. Most of the women seem to be Chinese. One of the girls was Philippino and spoke the best English. I have been back to her twice because I like hearing her comments. All of them have been surprised and giggled and commented when they walk into the room and pull down the sheet to begin the "massage". One Chinese gal complemented me on my lace boy short panties and matching bra. She told me they were probably made in china as she slipped my panties off and undid my bra. Another said something in her broken English about me "being like girly" and I told her how I was gay and had a boyfriend with a big dick, knowing she wasn't probably understanding what I was saying. It was fun to say out loud to a cute woman. All but one offered me a happy ending and eventually commented about how my "baby dick" wasn't working. It's been exhilarating to have pretty women pulling on my small penis and squeezing my little balls trying to get me hard  and saying all sorts of stuff in broken English. I imagine they are saying how small and limp and useless my little dicklette is. I let them work on me for a few minutes before I let them know it's ok to stop. They always laugh at that point. I guess most men like to cum.

The last place I went, the woman, after she saw I was wearing a bra and panties asked if I wanted a man to massage me. She was soo cute and was showing off a lot of cleavage so I quickly said no, that I wanted her. Thinking back, it would have been a new experience having a man massage me. Thinking about it more as I write this I think I will definitely look forward to letting a man see me dressed and see where a male "massage" goes.

Anyway, I know where to go when I need to feed this part of me.