There are very few people who know this story because it is so humiliating.

I was once married for a short time, I was not really interested in the marriage but at the time it seemed like the best thig to do. It would provide some security, i thought, but i was so wrong...

I knew he was into bondage, which anyone who knows me knows that I am as well...

About a month after being married he tied me up as was usual, but then he shwoed me some pills and said. Take these. What are they, I asked, He became adjitated and said, Just Fucking take them!

I protested, I was nit going to take something i didn't know what it was, but he just hooked his thub insode my lower teeth, opened myt mouth and shoved the pills down my throat as i choked, scrramin and struggling but I swallowed them! 

I was crying and gasping but  he immediately shoved a dildo gagf in my mouth and strapped it around my head and then just walked out and left me there bound and gagged and screaming...

But in a few monutes i began to get drowsey wonderig what he had given me... and then... I was coming to... First thing i noticed was his snoring next to me, my head was spinning  and as i tried to move realized I was still bound and gagged... 

I was  laying face down and blnked my eyes open in the darl room and focused o the glowing green numbers on the alarm clock, 4:34... That was over seen hours from when he had drugged me, then I felt this terrible pain on my anus and felt the we spont I was lying in... Hr had fucked me in the ass while I was out? Why, he could fuck me anytime...

I drifted  off again and this time when I came to he was untying me, my gag was already out... What did you do to me? I asked through the haze. He was upfrobt about it... i drugged you.

And Fucked my ass while I was out? Why did you do that ? You can fuck me anytime, why do I have to be out fir you to do it!

He  just smiled and said, i like when you are totally hepless, bound, gagged and unconscous, titally at my mercy! I just looked at him ad said, that is Pretty fucking twisted! He just smiled again, I knoew but it was really fucking hot and we;re goung to do that from now on! 

I looked at him, dazed, you mean every Fucking night? You intend to tie me up, then drug me and then fuck me  as I;m unconscous? Yup, he smiled, every fucking night! And he did, three or four times a week, every week for weeks! And we both noticed it was taking mire to achieve the same affect because I was buiilding up a tolerence.

I begged hon to stiop but he said it was the best sex he'd ever had, but I was not having any sex, I was out cold... and terrified of becomeing addicted or even over dosing...

Then one morning before the holidays I got up groggy as usual after being released and as i walked top the bathroom i saw a strange jacket slung over a chair... Whose jacket is that, I asked knowing it was not his.

That's Wilburs he said, very matter of factly, Why is it in our bedroom, i asked, then suddenly asked, Was he Up here last night while I was... But the qustion was never finished, Oh hell Yeah, he said, He really enjoyed fucking you!

I was dumbfounded! WHAT? Wilbur fucked Me? Yeajm he reploed like it was nothing, He said you were a great dead Fuck! and laughed... What The FUCK! I screamed... You let him Fuick Me!  

I mentioned what we were doing to soe froends  and they were all turned on by it so i didnlt see any harm inviting them up after you're out! THEM? I screamed, THEM? How many of them have you let Rape Me! But he just axted like it was no big deal, it's been going on since halloween and you didnlt know and wouldnlt if that fat bastard hadn't left his coat behind! 

That three fucking weeks! I cried, three weeks of being raped bu strangers... I sat down sobbing... But he was unmoved, Oh it's no big deal, like I said, you didn't even know! Well i know now you Bastard! I'm your wife, not some whore! 

He sat down nwxt to me and said, Lets face it, you are my wife who is a whore! You sold yoursef for money and security and because you like being bound and fucked, and that us what you got!  

I left  that morning and was divorced the next year! I learned a lesson, that being that No matter how twisted you think someone is, you never really know how far they could go.