I've recently started tapering my SSRI (after discussing with my doctor) and OH MY GOD AM I HORNY NOW!! I knew that the medication had reduced desire and sensitivity to some degree, but it's kind of shocking how dramatic the difference actually is. You sort of forget how intense the desire and sensitivity can be. Not to mention orgasms are absolutely earth shatteringly intense now.

I've been feeling a huge resurgence of sexual desire for my wife, which had gradually faded somewhat over the years as I had been on the medication. Now I find myself in extreme anticipation of the next time I get to slide into her cunt and fill her with my sperm. And it's also just made me feel an increased appreciation for her. It's amazing how sexual desire can actually amplify your love and appreciation. Though some of that may also be other emotional effects of going off the SSRI.

The newfound horniness has also made me want to experiment with anal play again. The other night, as I slid a toy up my asshole, the sensation immediately put me so close to the edge of cumming that I had to stay perfectly still as my cock pulsed with each contraction, and the toy moved in and out massaging my prostate and keeping me right on the very edge. I was sure that cum was going to start bursting out any moment, and was prepared to get completely covered in it, but somehow I stayed in that state for a solid couple minutes without cumming. It was incredibly intense, and was probably the closest I've ever come to a completely hands free orgasm. I easily could have let myself cum had I just moved a little bit.

And as often happens with increased horniness, my desire for cock is just overwhelming now. Some day maybe I can discuss it with my wife to see how she would feel about me experimenting, since it is a purely sexual desire with no romantic element. It's a difficult topic to bring up though, partly because I don't think she'd love the idea, and partly because it's a bit embarrassing as a "mostly" staight guy. Honestly I would most like to experiment with a trans girl, but I think that would be an even tougher sell for my wife, plus there would be significantly more risk of romantic feelings for someone very feminine. But even just having a male friend and bonding over our cocks I think would be a wonderful and fulfilling thing. I've always loved the thought of having a male friend where there's that sexual intimacy to lower social barriers between us, but without any kind of romantic element since that doesn't interest me with guys. I feel like it could lead to a great close friendship.

Anyways, just wanted to share those experiences in case anyone else has felt these sorts of elements somewhat missing from their lives after being on an SSRI for a while. Obviously be very careful with decisions regarding medication, but for me so far it's been a beautiful experience returning to my natural extremely horny self.