Hi everyone😁

i grew up way back in the 70s and 80s when things were waaay difrent from today.

And what also made it diferent was that i started living in a foster home starting when i was 7yo. 

I had been living with just an aunt and her 3 kids after my mom took off and not heard again and this was when i think I was 3. 

My aunt was a fat bitch who treated me like shit but she got some govt money to house me so i "got to' stay with her til i was 7. She made it seem like a big favor since no one else offered there place for me to stay and plus all the relatives i had were all hardcore poor ass  white trash and drug addicts. I found out later when i was older from a cousin that my dad had OD before i was born and my mom did to some time later. 

So basically i was as poor white trash criminal and drug addicted potential as anyone you going to meet.

My cunt aunt lived in a total hill billy area outside LA. And cuz the schools thier sucked so bad she didn't have to put me in school, i just watched tv and tried to avoid her 3 redneck kids all older than me and always fucking with me. 

Oh and plus i was short and skinny as fuck and never got my hair cut so it was real long even for the 70s. 

So of course i looked like a skinny lil girl with hair almost ro my ass and thick funny glasses cuz i douldnt see for shit. Back then my hair was kinda blond and was pretty nice looking but that just meant i got made fun of sexually by the shitty cousins and aunt never stopped it and i remember she kinda went along with it. But then something happened with her sister or brother so whatever in Missouri I think and they all moved out there and i was left in LA. 

So then a social worker talked its me and i was moved to a foster house in Sylmar for just a few weeks then to apple Valley for a few months and then back to LA again to another shitty house and i stayed there for a couple years.

But now i was 8 and i started school for the frst time and the school was like in kinda shock cuz they didn't know where to put me. And for me thing i couldn't see for shit and was fucking dxslexic so they pretty much decided that i was a fucking retard and im in specEd with all the other dumbass white trash punks.

And the very one thought i was a girl cuz of my long hair and real skinny. Plus the foster "family" i lived its were as bad as all the other ones you hear about. 

And so i had to share a tiny ass room with 2 older boys, and one was like 10 and the other boy was 12. And so i was much younger and littler than them. All totally there were 9 kids, 7 boys and 2 fat ugly girls. 

And since i was the new kid and looked weird and was real quite and shy i always got shit just all the time. 

Pretty much right away all the kids started calling me a fag and a pussy. The boys grabbed my ass all the time and would claim i told them to if the house mom saw them do it. Plus there were just 2 bathrooms in the old big ass shitty house we lived in. The house mom, the 2 girls and 6 boys and me. The house mom and one girl used the one bigger bathroom cuz she was a bitch and wanted it for herself which meant 8 kids had to share the other little bathroom, there was the one girl(she was actualy ok and not real fat like the other one and th house mom who was like 200lbs. And 6 boys, 4 older than me and 2 younger but they were both 7 and were still bigger than me.

So i think every kid in the house was in SpecEd and went to 2 schools close by for elementary and jr.high and high school.

Anyways, since so many had to share the bathroom(but the house mom put in a shower with 3 faucet heads so you didn't have to wait to long but it was crowded in there plus one girl also used it. I was way shy and didn't shower for the first couple weeks but then someone told house mom and she said shower or the school might report me and she'd get shit for it. And she was NOT going to put up with that so I had to start. 

Of course now I had to start showering standing naked with the other boys and hoping to just get in and out super fast and not have trouble. The problem was all the other boys were fucking bullies and dumb fucks like me.

And plus i had the long hair and, and this is pretty funny, back then i sorta had a big round ass and a pretty big balls for my age. So right away, first day I'm getting my ass slapped and grabbed. And i made a mistake by sort of staring at the other naked boys when they were all bathing and getting ready for school. I wasn't used to seeing naked kids like that.

Juat so many cocks around me i had to pretend to not look but I think the older boys could just tell. Not that I would do anything cuz they woulda kicked my ass every day and tell kids at school I was a fag or whatever. I think they liked getting looked at becuz they never tried to hide there dicks from me. I remember the 12yo n my room had a cock like a man's, it was thick and uncut fo some reason. I would peek at it when i could but he was embarrassed I think becuz other kids would make fun of it but it was actually real nice.