I got married at 16 and had a very happy and active marriage. I t lasted for 56 years until I lost my wife.

At 72 years of age I was so lost and alone, even with my children around me.

I was very sexually "unaware" and apart from the typical "girlie" magazine I had never seen anyone else in the nude, apart from my wife. Strange as it may seem I had not even seen another man's penis in my life.

Just over a year later, whilst browsing the internet I came across a site called ImageFap. I quickly turned off my PC feeling very guilty, but curiosity got the better of me and I went back onto the site. Every time I went on to it I felt guilty, but the thought of seeing new things got me aroused and lured me in.

I then went on at every opportunity I had.I was amazed at what I saw. I felt embarrassed that I got an erection when looking at the pictures and Gifs, but I couldn't stop logging in. I came across things I have never heard of, like Shemales and Trannies, Crossdressing and Femdom. I found that I was getting aroused more and more often, and had started to masturbate while looking at the wild assortment of sexual activities I had never heard of., let alone seen. After several months I was moving from totally straightforward Male/Female sex, to threesomes (FFM), then to MMF threesomes. Pretty soon I realised I was getting more turned on when looking at the cocks on display. As I said I had NEVER seen a naked man in real life, and now I was masturbating to a penis, I didn't care if they were hard or soft. I have no romantic feelings for men, and I still adore ladies, but the thought of actually seeing a penis was a new fixation for me. I saw pictures of men wearing ladies panties and it turned me on so I bought some and I must admit it felt very sexy. I then tried ladies tights and the first time I put them on I couldn't help but cum in them as I pulled them over my cock. What a revelation. I did try wearing other female clothing, but it wasn't really for me (I still get hard looking at other crossdressers). I have an old camera and started to take pics of my cock. When I had a few, I opened my own account and uploaded them. The thought of others looking at my penis also turned me on. I think it would be good to take pictures of others doing what makes them happy (I think I have also found I have a voyeuristic streak in me). I quite often scour the internet for images and gifs that turn me on and post them on my page. I only ever post items that arouse me, I may not want to engage in everything I post, but if it makes me horny, then I'll post it. I've had a couple of incarnations on here. Once I cancelled my account as I got a bit embarrassed about having created it, and another time I forgot my password, so the account is still there but I can't get into it. This made me create this one. I do like to hear from other people and so I include my email address on my profile. Get in touch if you wish too, I always answer. Sometimes it may take a few days, but I never ignore any mail, unless it is abusive or nasty.