A quick peek at my profile page will probably tell you everything you wanna know about my greatest sexual fantasy. That’s right, I want to fuck Sydney Sweeny. Just kidding. I mean I do want to fuck Sydney Sweeny, it’s just not my biggest fantasy. No, that would be to act as Black man’s bitch and all that implies. Sadly, that’s never happened.

Part of that is my fault. I mean, no Black alpha male is going to just seek out some average, middle-aged White dude and say “Hey, would you like me to fuck you silly, degrade you and then leave you cum-soaked on a sleezy hotel floor?”. I have to be more proactive, and that would/will likely require me to start cross-dressing. You know, sexy outfits, makeup, a wig. I need to dress and act like a White Bimbo ready to worship a Black man. And then I have to pursue him. The latter may actually be the toughest part. There are sex apps and the like, but finding a guy who meets my criteria and vice versa, would be very difficult. Not impossible, but difficult. 

But for the purposes of this blog post (on a sex photo site and that no one is likely to ever read) let’s assume that I do meet “Mr. Right”. What then? I have zero plans to go “trans” and live my life as a woman. I don’t want a boyfriend to cuddle with or to go for long walks in the park on a beautiful Fall afternoon. No, I want to suck a fat Black dick. I want to be ass-fucked and degraded by a Black alpha man and be his fuck bitch. And then I want to go back to my regular life. Sunday football. A nice long run. Hell, even pursuing a woman. I’d like the former to be a regular thing. Like maybe a few times a month. But not every day or even weekend. 

Look, I sincerely believe that Black men are physically and sexually superior, and just fucking sexy. I can’t compete with that, and consequently I want to be used by them. To serve and worship them sexually. Those feelings don’t end when I have the proverbial PNC, or “Post nut clarity”. This is a belief, not just some kink. But how far am I willing to go when things get real? It’s easy to go all the way in a fantasy scenario, but quite another when you’re actually there. That got me to thinking; how far am I really willing to go?

I contemplated that question and then answered the following scenarios as honestly as I could.

Would I suck a Black man’s cock? - Oh fuck yes. Wrapping my lips around a fat BBC is my ultimate sexual desire.

Would I let him cum in my face? - Without hesitation. That’s the cherry on the sundae. 

Would I let him cum in my mouth? - That would be amazing. But it comes with risks (and so does sucking his dick in the first place obviously). Sexually transmitted diseases are real and not something to dismiss or take lightly. If we took this seriously, and both got tested, then yes of course I’d swallow his load and ask for seconds… and thirds. Screw it, fourths and fifths, too. 

Would I let him piss on me? - Again, there’s some risk, but if the above criteria were met, then bring it on. I want to be cummed on and then have him clean me up with a “golden shower”. It’s so degrading and hot as fuck.

Would I let him fuck me in the ass? - You guessed it. You’ve gotta be safe. But of course I would. I’d naturally prefer to do it bareback, but I’ll take a BBC in my boy pussy regardless. 

Would I rim him (aka lick his ass and taint)? - Yep. Without a single hesitation save the obvious. In fact, it’s so degrading that few things turn me on more.

Would I let him take a shit on me? - No way. As degrading as it is, that is just a bridge too far for me. That said, the idea of him pulling his cock out of my well-used ass and shoving it into my mouth is a major turn on. 

Would I let him film me/us? - The thought of it turns me on, but I hesitate at actually doing it. 

Would I fuck multiple Black men at once? - Oh, Hell yes. The thought of being on my knees in front of multiple Black dicks is the ultimate. And I’d love to be spit-roasted by two Black men. 

Would I let a Black woman peg and dominate me? - Absolutely. I’d also let a White Domme do that. “Femdom” is another turn-on, and I love a beautiful Black Goddess.