I'm going to tell you a secret, i am actually a 39 year old virgin..i have never experienced sex or even a blowjob or even seen a woman naked in real life..the only thing i have gotten from a woman was a hug and that was years ago. My only experience getting a kiss from a woman was from an alcoholic/psychopathic woman who was abusing drugs that later threatened to kill me with a big kitchen knife because i refused sex with her and just wanted to be good friends one evening when she told me to come over to see her new cat/kitten...i was such a fool..i should never have left my apartment. 

 Some guys out there are so lucky...feeling the touch of a woman...being able to experience things.

Is there still hope for someone like me? or will this darkness-loneliness never leave. 

//Daniel