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I'm 30 years old and have lived with my Mistress and her girlfriend, Princess, for 9 years. I've been feminized since I was a child, first by Mother and now by my owner.
I barely finished high school, which I found liberating: living a life pretending to be a boy was truly overwhelming! I don't have a father (well, I must have one, but I've never met him, and Mother doesn't talk about him). I'm used to serving. Mother is a lesbian, and her girlfriends have been my school of learning, where I graduated as a submissive. And yes: Mother has made me serve her, too. It was on my 18th birthday that she deflowered me with her strapon and continued training me (not just sexually, but as a female) until I turned 21.
I like to serve my Mistress. No, I haven't had any experiences with men. My world is that of lesbians, but when my Mistress feel i don't behave the way she wants, she threatens to make me her whore, serving men, so I can start paying for everything she does for me. I beg, cry, and plead not to, that I'll be a good girl, and that seems to placate her, but the truth is, I'm never 100% sure that at some point she won't make good on her threat.
For now, the only semen I've tasted is my own. Periodically, my Mistress milks me, I cum on her hand, on her body, on mine, on the floor... in short, wherever she feels at the moment and then I have to lick it all up and leave it glistening.
Sometimes she allows me to masturbate, but I have to do it like a girl: rubbing my frenulum with a maximum of two fingers while she fucks me. This is extremely unusual, though: I'm caged all the time (except when I'm sleeping).
I don't have any friends (appart from Princess) ; my world is that of the people I meet through my Mistress or Mother. They're both around 50 years old, and I'm almost certain they were lovers before I was born (I've asked, but they tell me it's none of my business and i dont dare to ask more ). As I mentioned above, my Mistress currently lives with a younger girl (approximately my age) whom I must call Princess. Mother is often present while my Mistress or Princess fucks me, which, in some way I don't fully understand, makes me feel even more humiliated, especially when Mother gives me instructions in the middle of the action.
In my country, you can legally change your gender since the 2010s. So, when I turned 18, Mother made me start the process. It involved interviews with psychologists, doctors, social workers, etc., but I eventually got it, so Andrea is now my legal name (and all documents were reissued under that name: birth certificate, school records, medical history, etc.). They asked me if I wanted sex reassignment surgery, and I clearly said no: Mother doesn't like that kind of thing, and besides, I would never want to part with my clitty. I love being caged and I love how my chastisized body looks in the mirror. When I see myself like this, I feel super feminine, so I don't consider any surgery necessary; on the contrary, I would feel like I'd lose something irretrievable.
Neither Mother nor my Mistress has forced any hormonal treatment on me (both don't like messing with body chemistry), but sometimes I regret it: I would like to have breasts; I would feel more confident when I go out feminized. I'm 5'7" (add heels to this) and I always feel like all eyes are on me.
You ask about my daily life? Well, I usually get up at 6:30, clean up myself, put on my cage, my plug, and my maid outfit, and prepare breakfast for my Mistress and Princess. While they eat breakfast (often in bed), I serve them orally. Then I prepare their baths and finally, I help them get dressed for work (Princess actually works with my Mistress; she's a kind of secretary).
When they leave, I have breakfast and then I take care of the house. There's always something to do: cleaning, washing, ironing, shopping, tidying the room, putting away clothes, etc. At noon, I eat something light, then take a nap for a couple of hours and continue with the chores. If there's nothing in particular to do, I go for a walk in a nearby park to get some exercise (I have to be especially careful about what clothes I wear so the cage isn't noticeable).
When my Mistress and Princess are about to return, I position myself in front of the apartment door, on my knees, naked (wearing only heels), and with the leash in my hand, offering it to them as soon as they enter. Sometimes they surprise me with an extra visitor whom I must immediately orally serve. Then, whether it's just the two of them, or with visits, I dedicate myself to serving them, preparing dinner (I serve them orally again while they eat), and then I'm theirs for whatever they wish to do.
Normally, when they have sex, I have to stay in a corner of the room, blindfolded but ready for any service they request. The blindfold is to maintain the privacy of the relationship between Mistress and Princess. You have no idea how exciting it is to hear them moan!
Princess and I are best friends. She was interested in knowing about me from the beginning, so I can say she knows me best in the world (even more than Mother, since I've told her things Mother never knew). Princess doesn't have the same extreme dominant tendencies as my Mistress (in fact, the relationship between them sometimes turns into D/s when Mistress dominates Princess), so with me, Princess is dominant sometimes, but other times she behaves as an equal.
Outside of the sexual dynamic, we're just two normal girls. Sometimes we go out for a walk together (with my Mistress's permission, of course). Sometimes we go shopping and try on clothes, other times we ride bikes, or even rent a boat on a nearby lake within the city limits. Don't get me wrong: ours is a best friend relationship; there's nothing sexual about it except when Mistress is present (although we've kissed in public on occasion, mostly to shock someone who was staring too hard).
Although you may find it hard to believe, I'm super shy, and going out affects me a lot. There are times when some idiot yells something nasty at me (despite my efforts, if you're a good observer, you'll notice I'm not a genetic girl), and that's when Princess comes to my defense, causing the idiot to slink away in humiliation.
Well, this is more or less my life now. Feel free to ask whatever you want to know
Thanks for reading
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