The other night i was in bed and video chatting with Andy my older man friend if you have read my other blogs you would know hes a good friend of my dads and we began to play together .Anyways i was on video chat with him and he was jerking off as i showed him my boobs and my pussy mom and dad where sleeping so i thought ..it was late and i heard someone out in the hall so i got under the covers so they wouldent see the light from my phone i could hear them just outside my door then my door then my door began to open so i quikly hung up my phone and looked to see who was there ''it was my dad i put my phone away as he told me mom was sleeping and he was thinking of me and he couldent get his cock to relax and he needed me to help him ..

Dad told me he thinks of me all the time and finds his cock is always hard when he thinks of me and hes felt this way for a while he told me it was a dad thing and he began to see me in a different way as i got older and started to dress more sexy ;my dad loves it when i wear just a sweater and panties and nothing els he says it drives him crazy ..

My dad told me he began to jerk off over me a long time ago and at first he felt very dirty and guilty about doing it he also told me he goes into the laundry basket to see if my dirty panties are in there so he can smell them as he jerks off ,It was strange to hear my dad tell me things like that and at first i had no idea how to react but after a while i began to feel good about it knowing he felt like that about me ..Some times come close to telling my dad about what i do with his friend Andy i want to tell him because i feel so guilty about it and i hate having the secret and keeping it from him ;i finde it hardest when we are in bed together after having sex and its snuggle time me and dad love to just snuggle and rub each other all over and talk ..

I have come so close a few times but never did ,Its very strange to me that being with my dad is so different than being with Andy even though there the same age its very hard to explane ;its like when im with Andy its just for fun i dont love him in any way i just like being with him and making him horny and playing around i mean there is a special place for Andy in my heart because he was the first older man that touched me and was also my first blowjob .When Andy touches me its a good feeling and i get horny i enjoy his touch and touching him his cock is so hard and it feels good in my hand and mouth .Andy has a way of using his fingers to explore my pussy that makes me crazy inside i think that why i suck his cock in his car because i know when i do he will finger my pussy and it feels amazing ..

With Andy its simple we meet after school usualy he pics me up on my way home and we go out for ice cream  or something then make out way to our secret place and park and make out for a while and i suck his cock as he fingers me then he dropes me off and i go home ..To be honest i just like the way his fingers feel when he fingers me i dont think about him to much when we are not together its more like its in the moment thing ..

Then theres my dad and thats a very different world Oh my god its so different ;right from his first touch i knew it was way more than just fun .Thing between me and my dad are so amazing like when we are together alone and he tells me about his feelings for me and how seeing me grow up into the young woman i have become he tells me how he felt when he first saw me in a bikini and had to go into the bathroom to jerk off so he could get his cock down before me or my mom saw it .my dad tells me everything about his crazy feelings for me .and as he tells me i rub his cock or him as he touches my boobs and after a long talk the feeling of my dads hard cock inside me is so special .

My dad told me that when he put his cock inside me for the first time it was the best feeling he ever had in his life and when he felt my hot mouth around his cock he couldent controle himself and he blew his load right away ..With Andy i know once he blows his load its over and he stops fingering and i go home but with my dad it lasts a long time we play for hours before the sex part i suck his cock then he eats my pussy then he tells me about how he feels about me and seeing me grow up then i suck more then we fuck like crazy and its snuggle time its so mutch more with my dad .When my dad has his cock inside me i see him in a very different way i see him as a man not just my dad and yes i love him as my dad but there is more to it when i feel his hard cock inside me i see him as way more than my dad and when i am riding on him using his cock to pleasure myself and looking down at him as he touches my boobs i see more than my dad i see the man that makes me feel amazing inside the man that i love the man i grew up knowing and always felt safe with and after all the years of telling my dad /i love you / it seems to mean so much more when i have him inside me its like i have told him all my life that i loved him and now i get to show him and he gets to show me how he loves me ..

There is something so amazing when i feel my dad blow his load eather in my mouth or my pussy even when i jerk him off and i get to see him cum there is this crazy feeling i get inside me its like i can feel my dads love for me and when i feel him cum in my pussy its like hes telling me //i love you //its the same when i feel and tast his cum it means every thing to me its the deepest form of love my dad could give me and i feel so amazing after ..