As i lay here in bed i think about all kindes of crazy things mostly sex and i end up playing with myself i seem to be enjoying porn more now more than before and i finde myself waching so i can learn and use what i see ..You know growing up for me was normal my parents where your normal parents we have a house and life has always been good for me me and my dad has allways had a very good relationship we talk and hand out together its amazing to have that with my dad .But when i began to go out with Andy and other older men thing changed between me and my dad i found it very hard to keep my secret from him and after touched a mans cock for the first time and saw him cum for me that realy changed everything ...

I found talikg to my dad became hard all i could think about as we talked was how a mans cock looked like and felt in my hand i was so crazy over everything sex i began to think crazy things like what my dads cock looked like and if he thought of me the same way as the older men i was having fun with .I hated myself for thinking that way but i couldent help myself ;I found myself looking at my dads crotch to see if he was hard for me after sitting and talking then i began to dress in ways that he would get hard for me showing off my legs and chest even giving him a peek at my panties .

There has been times when i forgot who he was and jumped on him the same way i jump on Andy and my other older men i even brushed my hand along his crotch just to see what was in there ''i hated myself after that but i couldent help it i wanted my dad to get hard for me even if it was just to see that buldge in his shorts or pajama pants i wanted to know if he liked me and the way i have grown up .As i went from a pre teen to a teen and my boobs began to grow i did like most girls and showed them off then acted all mad when a guy looked at them but the truth is i loved every second of the attention my boobs got ..

One night i was having a shower and when i was finished and went to dry off i realized there was no towel in the bathroom so i had to go to the closet in the hall just out side the bathroom to get one ..well i was all wet so i didnt want to put on any clothes so i opend the door just a little to see if anyone was out there then when it was all clear i opend the door and went out into the hall and to the closet and grabed a towel and befor i had a chance to unfold it my dad came out of his room and caught me standing there it took a few seconds to realize what was going on and my dad got a very good look at my naked body his eyes seemed frozen at my perky new boobs i dont think he even knew what he was doing because he just looked at my body with this look on his face like i wasent his daughter just some strange teen girl .. 

I dont know why maybe i liked the way he was looking at me but i just stood there holding the folded towl in my hand i didnt even try to cover myself i just looked at my dads face and let him look at me then when i looked down thats when i could see for the first time my dad had a big buldge in his pajama pants and we both stood there for a few seconds what seemed like minutes it was like time stood still .The one thing i never thought of was how seeing my dad like that was going to affect me  before then it was just a crazy fantacy but now it wasent my dad saw me naked now and i saw his buldge he had for me so i knew he felt something for me i wanted him to look at me like that all night ..

I didnt even try to cover myself i just let my dad see everything then i just walked away and as i closed the bathroom door i turned and gave him a big smile ..For me that was a big turnning point for the way things where between me and dad i mean he knew what i looked like naked and it made me feel more open with him and closer to him and i knew i could get him hard as well so that was a real game changer for me ..