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Relapsed Again
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Welp I relapsed again. It was only a few weeks but it was the longest break in a couple months.
Early this month marked the furthest I've gone to satiate the non-hetero urges I've been feeling.
I had been going further and further for a few months now but that last month or so was exponential. Feel free to see previous blog for a better picture. This month I finally created an account on here and started messaging in the chatrooms and, from the encouragement of others on here, I finally played with my smooth shaved ass for the first time with lube and a makeshift dildo.
I'm being so honest when I say I felt less straight than I ever had in my life. Which made it even more dramatic when suddenly a day or two later I woke up and felt straight as a line. Like not even curious. It was the weirdest feeling because usually I'm trying to force myself away but this time I didn't need to and I hadn't felt that way so strongly in at least 3-4 months.
That feeling lasted until today and here I am, still not sure where my sexuality is taking me. Thx for reading. Anyway, take care everyone and my inbox is open.
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Posted on : Oct 29, 2025
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Commented on Oct 30, 2025
Just learn to accept and enjoy yourself for who you are. I sucked cocks and was ass fucked for at least 15 years until I realized, and admitted to myself that I had went from being a man who would fuck as many women as I could get my cock inside of, to now preferring sucking guys off, and having them in my ass. Oh, I still will fuck a woman, but if given a choice, I'm sucking the cock before I fuck her. My friends Hank and Janet are fine with this arrangement.
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