So any quick look around my profile and you can tell that I have a *wee* thing for BBC and black men in general. My last blog post focused on the "why". To summarize, I think that it comes from a sense of inferiority re: my sexual prowess, or lack there of. When it comes to "Femdom/Fem dom", I think that also holds true. Because I can't please a woman, the idea of giving control over to her to pleasure herself by using me how she sees fit is not just a turn-on, but a personal philosophy. 

Just as with blak men, I feel a need to be used and degraded. To be reminded of how inferior I really am. If this includes pegging, spitting, harsh vocal insults or even "water sports", I'm down. In this case race is less important, but it is a factor. If having a white woman use me is a turn-on, then having a strong, confident and harsh black mistress is that and more. I would like to have a white dominatrix fuck me senseless every now and then, but a black woman willing to completley dominate me striclty for her plessire and use me in every way possible (save for so-called finacial domination. Giving money to someone so that they can buy things on Amazon and leave me to whack-off like I did before is not a game I'm willing to play) would be a dream.   

Unlike fidning a black man who wants to fuck a crossdressing white male, finding a dominatrix is rather easy and legal. There are several in my area, with many willing to peg and engage in water sports aka golden showers. The price ranges from $400-600 an hour, with longer and more advanced sessing costing upward of $1,000. I have strongly considered it. One local "Temptress" as she is called, has great reviews, is sexy as fuck, and has an alpha, no games attitude. My strongest desire is to be pegged or fucked in the ass. I can't think of many things more emasculsating. To finish that off with her pissing all over me would be that much better. I know that sounds extreme, but hey, sexual desires being expressed on a sex iamghe site isn't for the faint of heart.

If I finally take the plunge (yeah, bad pun), I'll certainly post my experience here.