As much as I wanted it to be a phase, I'm slowly and finally coming to the realization that it might not be. For so many years as a kid I wondered "how can girls find guys so hot" and lately it's like "hmm maybe they actually kinda are" and the thought just bounces around my head.
 
I don't even remember exactly when or how it started - maybe porn? Started with your typical straight porn but it kinda stopped exciting me. Then discovered trans porn and it was just new and exciting so I kept going further down the rabbit hole and found gay porn, sissy captions, etc. and I was hooked. It also made me realize how little I've paid attention to pussy. Not sure how I feel about it - sometimes I wish I never deviated from straight porn (if that even was the catalyst) but it was just so hot and other times I wanna go even further. One thing's for sure, masturbating to hot cis girls just isn't as satisfying anymore and it's certainly much harder to get and maintain an erection watching them.

Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk. I just don't wanna be confused anymore. If you have any input or porn/encouragement please feel free to message me. ❤️