With all posts behind, i must say, am a porn enthusiast. But it's something that to the eyes of others it's a perversion, dirty, and negative. I guess porn is something has any other, we only need to have very caution to not interfere with our real sexual life and not damaging our health. Am honest to say, there is times I exceed my time in porn, but, I don't mansturbate everyday and even stay almost one month without doing it. There is a reason behind it, but it will stay for another time.

 One of some motives that I like porn, is the fetishes categories. I never thought that I would like or be aroused, so much, with one of them. It's the pee kink or fetish. This taste, raised, when me and my wife went in some vacations, near a beach place. It was before summer and the weather was good, good enough to go to the beach. That day, we went, to a part of the beach that was a secluded and no one was around. We lied down on the towels, and I even pulled down a little bit my underpants, letting my penis,  catch some sun and be free! I always loved to do it when possible. My wife giggled and blushing embarrassed. 

 Some minutes after, she needed to pee and me too, we didn't have swimming clothes, so, going to water was not an option. We were far from any store or house, so we could only do it there. I said to her, there is no one here,  make a hole on the sand, squat and that's it. She was nervous, but she agreed. I was hard as fuck with just with the idea. I also need to pee. She went first, I saw her squatting backwards to me, I could only see a strong and thick stream, hitting the sand. That moment, I just wanted to have sex with her, grab her, lick her vagina after she peed and have sex! I peed, hardly, because of hard on and while I was sat on the towel. On that place I said to her, that she aroused me has fuck while see peed right on front me. Trying to see what she would think of that or even repeat it sometime in a while. "Sadly" she didn't took much attention, I even tried once in a while when we bath together, saying that I love to watch he peeing. Only laugh but never was big deal to her.

It was from here that my pee kink born and, it's why I, in one hand, use porn to fulfil my cravings for pee fetish. Must say, that, I only like to watch, observe women peeing also peeing on each other's body (some sort of golden shower but not all) specific body area's. Am not into, drink, despite there one or two gifs that I feel so aroused to watch them peeing on the mouth! I guess I would try to recreat them! All the pee fetishes, I like them mostly in outdoors context, like beach and countryside, and obviously  on the showr or bath.

 This kink is for some,  completely dirty, and perversion, and between, "day life people" (the ones who don't watch porn or disliked) this is completely unthinkable and impossible to conceive! Making me wondering, "am I normal? To like or have pleasure with it?". I have write it before, about men's hormonal system, justifying how we feel and see our sexual desire. I read a bit about fetishes, some are considerate paraphilias.

So a paraphilia is considerate a strong and intense sexual desire for objects or fantasies. And some of this can be considerate has parafilic disorders, which means, this one's are negative ones! The ones which can cause physical damage and social disorders and treats. So my pee kink, luckily, isn't inside of them. I will always wonder if feel pleasure with it? And if I have pleasure, and this can't cause harm and it's not pathologic, why couldn't be seen a bit more lighter, has other positive fetishes.

 Must say my wife hates porn, so I can't go by that way, and i will try subtly by giving hints and we bathe together. Anyone out there feel the same? Share some insights :)

Has always, make more sex and less fights