hay its me amanda i would like to say thank you to everyone for all your amazing comments i love them;so i would like to tell you more about myself so here i go ''If you read my first blog you know how i made extra money to help my mom after my dad left and it wasent long before i had my regulars to play with and be played with and for the most part it was fun i mean all the attention i was getting made me feel sexy and needed and i went from loosing my dad to another family to having 6 dads and thats not bad .            Its funny each one had his own kinky and special thing that he enjoyed doing from handjobs and blowjobs in the car to going to hotels for back rubs and cudling and finishing the night with a blowjob .

The one thing they all have in common is they knew i was still a virgin and did not push me to give it up oh sure there was a few times it came close but in the end they knew i wasent ready and respected that and i love them all for it ''Tom was one of my special men he was 67 years old and had a wife at home he was maried for over 30 years but he just wanted to feel a young girls body again and he loved my cheerleader uniform from school he told me that he wanted to date a cheerleader when he was in school but never had the chance so when he first saw me in mine he was so happy and excited we went for a long walk in the park and i let him hold my hand then made our way back to his car and talked as i rubed his hard cock and he touched my legs and played with my hair Tom had this way of letting me know he was ready to blow his load he would jentaly place his hand on my head and stop talking then i would feel him jentaly pull me down to his cock and i would open my mouth and as soon as he felt my hot mouth on his cock he would let go into me and fill my mouth with his cum then drive me home ..

This may sound strange but my favorit one is Walter /the one in the weelchair /I cant truly explane why maybe its just because i feel domanant with him i mean i dont want to sound mean of anything but i know he cant force me into anything and he is so sweet and very good to me .Walter loves panty play and over our time together he has orderd over 50 pairs of panties online just for our time together its fun because i will go over to his place after school and he will have a new pair of panties for me and he will be  so excited  to see me in them and for the next hour or two i will walk around in his apartment with nothing els on but the new panties and my top maybe a tshirt or short sweater as long as he can fully see the panties hes happy .

Walter also has the special happy gummys /you know the ones made from pot /the ones that make me feel happy and make my skin feel like silk ';over time i went from half a gummy to a whole one and after we ate it the crazy fun began at first it was simple i would suck his cock as he touched my panty coverd ass he would rub the panties into my ass so they would smell like me and he could smell them later when i wasent there .At first he would sit there as i stood in front of him and he would touch and play with my satin panties feeling my ass and legs and when he was ready i would go down on him .then i began to sit on his lap and rub my ass on his bare cock until he made a mess of my panties .At first i would spend about a houre or two with him then go home then i began to visit him on the weekends and spend half a day with him and i would get into bed with him and we would feel each otheres bodies he told me it made him feel young and normal agian being with me like that .Walter was the first man i let touch my pussy at first it was just over my panties but after a while i let him go inside and then into me his thick fingers felt so good as he slowly fingerd me .and we made out then i would get on top of him and rub my panty coverd pussy on his cock before finishing him off with my mouth ;there where times things got very hot in that bed and i came close to giving him my verginity maybe it was the gummys maybe it was just the excitement but i realy get horny when im with him ..

There are times when Walter feels sad and upset because hes in that weelchair and just wants to be normal again and i understand that one night we where together and he wanted me to suck his cock but he wanted to stand up and see me on my knees so we thought about it for a few minutes then came up with a idea ;oh sure it was a little crazy but it worked ; i realy wanted to make him happy and make it work Walter had this lift in the bathroom that helped him get into and out of the bathtub so we decided to use it for our sexual needs i placed it around his waist then lifted him up so he was standing then pushed his wheelchair away i lowerd him down just so his feet where touching the floor and just like that he was standing up on his own i was so excited to see him like that and for the first time to see him excited in his shorts if you know what i mean ..

I gave him a long kiss then slowly pulled down his shorts it was so different to see his hard cock standing up like that it looked biger than usual and so ready to be sucked on i placed a pillow on the floor and got down on my knees and went to work on his cock i teased him for a while sucking his balls and making him crazy by licking his cock from top to bottom i wanted him to last a long time .

I tell you the look on walters face was priceless and he loved every second of it and when he blew his load it was so big i couldent even take it all and for the first time he was abel to cum not just once but twice oh yes back to back it was so amazing ;Walter was so happy after and so was i .We made good use of that lift many times after and still do today i think its things like that ;;that make walter so special to me its not just sexual its a friendship as well one that will always be with me forever and i will never get bored of seeing him smile and that special look on his face when where together and he is cumming in my mouth i can see the look of total happyness in him and thats so special to me .....