Yesterday was a rather mediocre day at work—although I'm still not used to the idea of ​​being fucked as work. But in any case, I was still able to walk independently afterward.

 My request for Petra was processed fairly quickly, and the "Exalted One" spoke with me at breakfast the next morning. I had already feared it would take days and be an endless back and forth. While it wasn't the answer I had hoped for, at least it wasn't a definite rejection. 

 For one thing, Petra is a very special and very rare specimen of a human being. She's something I've always considered pure fantasy, more of a joke for outsiders. You know...we do our bondage and SM and tell the outsiders some nonsense about masters and slaves so they have something to jerk off to.

 But apparently, that's a fact? Petra is an extreme slave; it's her life's work. Her focus isn't on eroticism and pleasure, but on providing the best possible service. Every day, around the clock if necessary. Her service is all-encompassing, including sexual if requested—she has already been perfectly trained to the highest standards. But the focus of her existence here with the "Sublime"—she was transferred here just a few weeks ago for final training as an "object"—is daily work...and pain. Petra is a true masochist. The "Sublime" let me know that my personal understanding of masochism is merely childish playfulness. 

 So, inviting her to dinner is impossible. She only eats what she's assigned. Sexually engaging her at home...not at our house; she stays in the house. What's certainly possible is for me to use her personally for my own purposes, as long as I'm on duty in the house. She's already been instructed accordingly. Petra still considers herself heterosexual, but she will obey. 

  I'm curious to see what I can do with that. I also consider myself straight, but there are exceptions to the rule.

Besides... Petra once casually mentioned that she'd like a beer at that moment. I think that'll get her around?