We Officially met on the internet through a social network site. We had chatted online almost daily just as friends but soon realised we shared many dark desires it soon became clear we had much in common. She was married but very recently seperated and I was in a relationship I had never cheated on my partner before and was reluctant to start but I could no longer fight the feelings I had for her. We arranged to meet at her place, one saturday lunchtime her eldest son was away for the day and youngest was due to go to his dads for the weekend. She told me later she had invited me at this time  specifically becuase she was so nervous. It was 1.30pm when the father came to pick up his son.

I remember it well, she kissed him goodbye in the kitchen and as the door slammed shut something came over me. I had been biting my nails for an hour and a half smoking like a trooper and concealing an erection which has never been bettered.

Standing behind her I immediatly grabbed her hair at the back of her head with my right hand pulling her head back hard, my left hand reaching for her throat and squeezing it. I could see the fear in her eyes as her breathing became heavier I squeezed on her wind pipe for a maximum of 30 seconds but it must have felt like ages to her. I pushed my tongue into her mouth almost forcing her lips open as I let go of her throat. My tongue thrashed in her mouth.

I still had her hair in my hand as I wrestled with my jeans to release my dick.I was going to have her, wether she wanted to or not and for a few minutes I wasn't sure if she wanted this she was shaking almost crying because of her nerves I later found out.

 So right there in her kitchen I pushed her to her knees she came face to face with my fully erect cock, she put a hand around it but I pushed it away, she looked up at me. I could still see fear in her eyes but also a look that simply said slut. I held back her head with my hand on her forhead and put my cock on her lips. I told her to push out her tongue and she did so immediatly, I rubbed my pulsating head on her tongue for a few moments then told her to open wide.

I pushed my cock slowy but firmly into the back of her throat causing her to gag. I had never thoated a girl before and she had never had a dick in her throat. She had only had sex with 4 people one of which a girl in her teens. I knew from our conversations that she fantasised about all this and she knew from our conversations that I did too. 

 I grabbed the back of head with both hands and forced my cock into her throat once more again she gagged but i pushed deeper still up to the balls, she pushed me away with her hands as a long thick drool of spit came out the side of her mouth onto the floor, I grabbed the back of the neck and pushed her face into it and told her to lick it up off the tiles. She did so eagly but nervously.

I grabbed a plastic carrier back from the back of the door and used this to bind her wrists behind her back. She tried to fight this off and became quiet upset. The plastic cutting into her wrists and I am guessing the feeling of complete helplessness didn't help.

This was our first bondage experince neither having experimented before. I shuffled her against the sink cupboard so her head was against it and pressed my cock to her lips once more. She opened her sluttly mouth hesitantly. This time I was really going to go for it

I pushed my dick into her throat quicker than before all the way to my balls her bottom lip resting on them and her top lip almost on my stomach, I held it there as she gagged and her body convoulsed, she was making a muffled attempt at telling me to pull out, I didn't. My cock was almot forced out by thick creamy stream of sick that came from her mouth, it went all over my cock her chest and thighs and onto the floor.

I pushed back into her mouth as she tried to move her head and wriggle free from her bindings, she tried to close her mouth but I just forced it back open. I started to fuck her mout, fuck it like it was a cunt, fuck it like I didnt care what happened or thinking about it I did care I wanted to ruin this sluts mouth. I fucked and I fucked occasionaly stopping for her to let go of bits of her lunch, we were now both covered in it. 

I soon decided that because it was such a mess that she should clean it up, I took my belt from my jeans and wrapped it around her neck, pulling it tight until I could see it was uncomfortable for her. I undid her wrists so she could be on all fours, I then realised that I had even got her naked. I pulled, well pretty much wipped off the striped top she was wearing and threw it to one side.

I knew she has small tits I had seen them on cam many times but I didn't realise how beautiful they were, they still are. She is barley a 32A which makes her appear perfectly flat chested for a girl with a 14/16 dress size. Most of her breasts are made up of nipple she has the most perfect large nipples these were rock hard and very pink. I took a bit of time to pull on them, I bit one pretty hard and she let quiet a scream but now wasn't the time for that

I pulled hard on the belt around her neck and walk a little around the kitchen, calling her "dog" and "bitch" shoving her face into the puke on the floor and ordering her to eat it up. This is when she started to cry, Instead of stopping, I became extremely turned on this was my first experince of how I felt when I made her cry. 

 All the time this was going on I could feel the urge to piss, I had once had a girl pee on me, which was pretty much as outrageous as I had ever got until now. She and I had chatted about it plenty of times and watched each other usse the toilet many times on cam. As I was thinking if I was capable of pissing her, she got onto her knees, I had not allowed this. I shouted at her and without thinking slapped her hard across the face, and spat on her, then I hit her again she then went back onto all fours seemiingly turned on by the physical abuse.

 I could feel the urine in my cock, I had drank quite a few cups of tea earlier while we were still being polite. I pulled her onto her knees and told her she was to be my toilet she opened her mouth and said "please" what a true slut I thought. It took me quite a few embarrising minutes for the pee to start and quite a bit of concentration. When it came it came hard and didnt stop It shout straight in her mouth and she didn't like the taste but continued to keep her mouth open gagging slightly. She later told me she was at this point determined to match me her nervousness subsiding. She spat some out at my cock and then clamped her hot lips around my shaft, she was now more turned on than scared. 

 I wanted to leave it right there walk out and never come back, but I couldn't I had to cum, I hit her again, I spat on her and she spat back she slapped my dick and dug her nails into me, she drew blood on my lower back. With that I hit her so hard she fell backwards, I clamberd on top of her and pushed my dick into mouth for the final time I just hammered away for a minute at most, pulled out held her arms with my knees and wanked my rampant cock in front of her face.

She already had a bruise cheek and later she sent me a picture with the bruise fully up. I frantically wanked my cock until It erupted thick creamy jets of hot cum over her face into her mouth all over lips she licked her lips and I smeard it over her face and into her eyes.

I got up immediatly and rushed to pull on my jeans I felt such incredible guilt I knew what I had done was wrong on many levels and I couldn't look her in the eye, this was a feeling I was to grow used to even now we both sometimes feel almost repulsed after sex. I left her there on the floor covered in sick piss and cum, make up all over face and her hair drenched her clothes ruined. I slammed the door as I left