When i think about myself and the difference between the boys at school and men my thoughts realy changed after my experience with my dad and the silver shorts if you read my last blog you know what im talking about and just so you know those shorts realy saw alot of action .Anyways i will say after that time and just seeing other men like Andrew and shane or any of the other men that came over i found myself enjoying my time with older men ;i mean i was only close with my dad at the time but just being around men and teasing them in the house was so much fun for me .You know i played around with a few boys in school just being curiouse and having some fun you know a hand job as they touched my boobs nothing to crazy; but the one thing that was the same was i knew i did not want to give it all away i wasent ready to loose my verginity it just seemed like it wasent that exciting i always felt dissapointed and never satisfied they had no idea how to touch me; the way i needed to be touched;I know im young but i know how i like to be touched .

The difference between being touched by a boy my age and being touched by a man is like night and day when its a boy my age its just something to do and exparement his hands are usualy cold and sweaty he struggles to get my bra off so he just goes under it then struggles to feel my boobs so i have to help him with my bra but it always seemes to be the same thing a quick hand job and its all over i never wanted to go all the way with them they just never got me to the point where i wanted to .

The one thing that i learned at a young age was how to use my body to get attention and the use of short skirts and dresses to get what i want and that special look they give me ;the problem i had was i did not know where the line was between inocent and going to far and maybe someone that is much older than me will take it the wrong way And teasing someone like my dad wasent the same as teasing someone els .It was a friday night and my parents had one of there kinky nights and Andres was over along with Shane and his wife I could hear them going crazy in the basement and by 11pm i couldent believe someone could fuck that long .Anyways it was the next morning and i got up and was sitting at the tabel having my frootloops and a glass of milk when Andrew came in he was wearing a tshirt and a pair of sexy silky underware i could see his cock as it layed to one side inside his undies .

I was wearing my short blue silky nightie with matching panties and sat there with my spoon full of frootloops just below my mouth as i looked at his crotch .Andrew stood there having a drink of water and had no care about being half naked in front of me it just seemed normal to him /dont get me wrong the view was amazing /and sure beat reading the cerial box ..We began to talk and he sat down with me at the tabel a few minutes went by and i got up to put my bowl into the sink ;i coud fel his eyes looking at me as i walked accross the kitchen then back to the tabel Andrew commented on my nightie and said he liked it and i looked good in it and that i was very pretty i thanked him then he asked if my nightie was silk so i decided to let him see for himself and i went over to him and told him he could touch it he asked if i was sure that it was ok and i said yes so he reach out and touched my nightie then for some reason i cant explane why but i lifted my nightie up and showed him my matching panties then told him it was ok for him to touch them as well ''This is where i found out that grown ups dont think the way i do''you see Andrew reached up and placed his big hand onto my ass and felt my panties i just stood there and let him and sudenly felt very different it went from inocent to very seriouse in just one second my feelings towards him changed in a way i never thought could ..

I never thought that something as simple as a touch could make me feel that way i mean his hand was so warm and big as it felt my ass and slid along my silky panties and that quick touch soon became a long feel as i stood there in front of him ;Andrew told me i was very sexy and as his hand went down my leg he said my skin was amazing and soft ''this was nothing like being touched by the boys in school Andrew knew how to touch me and look at me there was something about his eyes and the way they fallowed his hand slowly moving along my skin i could tell he realy liked me and was loving the way i felt .

It was so quiet as his hand went along my legs and back to my ass ''I would be lying if i said i wasent nervouse it felt like my feet where glued to the floor .A few minutes passed and his hands where making there way to my waist then he pulled me down onto his lap and pressed his now very hard cock onto my ass he held my hips and began to move me up and down making his silk coverd cock slide along my silk panties it was so slipery and felt totaly amazing ;Andrews hands where so big the almost went all the way around my waist and made me feel small and his cock felt so big under me as he pressed it firmly onto my ass ;i tell you this was very different from being touched by my dad that feeling of being safe with my dad wasent there this was real and so exciting yet very scary i mean how far is this going to go and was i ready ;to be fully honest i had no idea ;

All i knew was it felt so good being there in that moment ,Andrew seemed to know when to stop and how far to go with me his hands would get close to my pussy but would stop and go back up and every time his hand got close i would shiver inside .Andrew lifted me up and then stood up he gave me a hug then placed my hand onto his hard cock guiding it along his shaft then pulled down his underware and placed my hand onto his bare cock before sitting me down onto the chair and standing in front of me so i began to slowly jerk his off going along his hard cock with my hand then he said it was dry and i needed to get his cock wet i looked at him with this very confused look so he reached for my head and pulled me forward then said //it wont bite /so i opened my mouth and just like that i slowly slid his cock into my mouth and i was giving my very first blowjob and oh my god i realized that his cock was even bigger when it was in my mouth i mean it seemed huge as i took it in ;his hand jentaly pulled me forward feeding me his cock    i could feel every vain in his cock and it throbed in my mouth and the sweat was salty .

 i couldent believe it i had my first cock in my mouth and it wasent bad at all and before long i was sucking his cock like a real slut i found myself wanting his cock and just wanting to please him its a balance between feeling dirty and sluty and feeling horny and loving every second of it ;I sat there on that chair sucking his cock using both hands to hold it i wasent sure if i was doing it right but andrew seemed to love it so i kept doing what i was doing and then he pulled out and just when i thought i was doing it wrong he let it go and out came the cume and what a load it was right into my face ;oh my god it went everywhere in my hair my face and onto my nightie í looked up at him with this look of amazement my eyes where wide open and just looked at his cock then up at his face .

I sat there as he looked down at me then said //thats all for you little girl/i just smiled and slowlty stroked his cock before he put his underwear back on .i went upstairs to kleen up and change my nightie i sat on my bed and thought about what just hapend and felt confused yet happy about it all i mean i did it i gave a man my first blowjob and i liked it .