I find myself always gooning and edging but never finding what I am interested in.  I'm married and have been for over 20 years so I get laid at least twice a week and get to worship what I think are sexy feet, at least every other day.  "Isn't that enough" you might ask yourself?

Well, thanks to sites like this, or xhamster or tumblr, I'm always looking for new and exciting things to experience.  Thanks to this site, in particular, I have found myself most recently interested in the concept of a 'goon buddy' or 'stroke buddy'.  Something about some guys hanging out and then having it turn out to be a game of gay chicken or something like that, where I can touch another guy's dick, smell it, lick it, rub it, suck on it and feel like I am not being judged and that type of behavior is a million times accepted, sounds like a wonderful experience.  I don't think it will ever happen though.

The internet is ablaze with dudes with sexy feet and girls with sexy feet and I see myself gooning and jerking to sexy feet of aboth sexes.  The problem is that as much as I want to meet a dude and lick his soles and suck his toes or find a girl and do the same thing, both of those will likely never happen.  I'm not interested in having sex with anyone but my wife.  Feet are feet and I believe that licking, smelling, touching and kissing feet is just that: feet.  

What I am into, is slow, methodical seduction.  Meeting a woman who will talk about how they want me to worship their feet, while teasing me with their feet, is what I want.  I want to meet a dude who will tell me about how he does drag shows on the weekends and thinks that the idea of me worshipping his shaven legs and pedicured toes is the hottest thing he can think of.  I like these ideas.  They are fantasies.  But they are also nothing more or will be nothing more than that.

 What do I do on here?  Well, I see people's galleries they post and comment if I like it.  Id say that 99% of the peopel I follow on here just repost internet content.  Some have original works and that is great.  But what do I do? I look at the content, goon, edge and then go home and jerk off if my wife is busy.  Or I fuck her if she isn't.  So the porn on her for me, is like a strip club would be for many of you.  You get turned on and then go home to your wife.  I am adicted and I feel as though in order to break free and become stronger, I have to break free and stop.   All of those photos I posted of my wife's feet or my old website, are only on here now.  I deleted them from my pc.  I now have no record of any of them.